Friday, June 1

i deleted my old blog. everything in it. i deleted all the posts. oh how cool. and i changed the way i am posting. is it better this way? who cares. i just noe i am just gonna go crazy soonner or ltr. nothing is going right for me. NOTHING. everything is like opposing me. i just don noe why. everyday i cant slp. i lie on my bed, toss and turn, still unable to sleep. yesterday i think i slept at 2 plus or maybe 3. i went in to sleep at like 1 plus after using the computer den i just cant fall asleep. i thought of a lot of things last night. many things. i was wondering why people feelings could be changed so easily. my cousin told mi that her friend keeps changing her stead. she says she really loves the guy a lot but at the next moment she broke up with him and stead with another guy. and another person keeps telling mi she loves this certain guy a lot. bud at the next moment she sms and say she don lyk that guy already. she lyk her current stead now. wat the hell. what the heck is happening in this fcuking world? and for myself. i just don feel lyk typing now.


today i am going to je library with grace. we want to do our homework. i am just going to chiong all of them before next wk. i just want to slack all the way and do not need to worry about the homework when i am slacking. hahs. heys dont u guys think that i am very funny? at first i am like promoting emo-ness and now i am like taking everything easily.


i think that i shall not promote emo-ness in front of my friends. i have to smile and act like nothing has ever happened. i always think that pretending that nothing has ever happened is the best way. dont u ppl agree that in front of friends u can forget everything bud once u leave them, all your troubles just simply come back to u. dionne!!!jiayou!!!


whoever reading this blog now. can u please do the friend quiz for me?? i noe it is like rather lame lahs. bud just do for mi!! please. wo zhi dao ni men zui BANG de. thankyew. and wish me luck that i will complete my hmewrk asap!!!


and my friend quiz results is like so damn lan. hahs. i got no true friends!! haix. hahs. jkjk