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Thursday, November 29 went out with sylvia & liyan today. did not find it afterall(i think i shall not mention about it). so slacked arnd lot 1 lohh. although like we were walking aimlessly lahh, but i think i enjoyed myself. long time nvr go out with them le, & i miss sylvia's suan-ing & our quarels & how sylvia and liyan gang up to qi me. haha. then we went to buy tokoyaki balls to eat & we found a place to like sit. okayy, i think only i sat lahh. sylvia was like sometimes squatting & liyan standing throughout. & when i sitting & sylvia squatting de time, ppl will only see liyan and think who she talking to. wahaha. so at the point of them, liyan is a feng zi to them. wahaha!!! liyan, ni ye you jin tian. i think we spent a lot of time in the library & we were lazy people so we would stay at the same shelf for very long and look for books only within our reach cos we sitting down. and got this book was like IF smth lahh, then i didnt figure out it was IF, then kana laughed & suan again lohh. haha, very paiseh leh. went home around 7 plus then slack slack until now lohh. & i realised i really very scared paiseh, i guess everybody also like that bahh but i think i very serious. my perception of myself(: tmr gna start watching shibajinbujin, sylvia lent me the disc. thanks ar. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOGUI! Wednesday, November 28 one word to describe me now - SICK jaychou gna be busy next month. he is like gna rest 1 day(10 dec) only in between like 7 concert continously!! 5-9 dec => hongkong concert 11-12 dec => hongkong concert  just finished watching this show. nice~ Monday, November 26 shanghai concert(yst)  cheling lehh. damn pro  i like the high heels thing, very nice   cute clothes    
i am feeling so damn sick and my whole head is like spinning & spinning. thats why i hate about being sick, esp in holidays. school days, hai hao, cos can pon sch lahh. haha! just now saw my brother, saw the old him again. sigh~ shall not talk about it. talented~ (guzheng, piano, guitar)   
Sunday, November 25 i am going to die. i am like in between my cousins, they are like only 3-4 yrs old lahh(forgot the age) and imagine me being stuck between them lah. they are like quarelling can?? ahh, wo yao feng diao le. snatch each other toys, then like suan-ing each other & snatching over a chair. children are always so childish. hee today is jaychou shanghai concert & i saw a new ellesse jaychou poster. the poster er, hai hao lahh. haha. i dont understand myself, i dont know what i actually want, i dont know what am i living for, i dont know what i am going to do everyday. Friday, November 23 finished watching heitangmaqqiduo, finally. i forgot i spent how many days watching it but i think this show i watch very slow. now i dont know what show to watch le. wanted to watch zhongjiyijia but 55episopes lehh!!!!!!! siao lahh, i think if i got disc then i will watch bahh. sylvia gna lend me after she lend liyan, i dont know how long later lahh. haha. when my dad told me the highest aggregate score for psle is like 294, i was WHAT? is he/she crazy or what? i mean like 294/300 crazy lahh. sv highest aggregate is 283, okay lah hor? did not expect a high score afterall. but the person who got 294 is really shenjingbing!!! i dont know if i should sms you. Thursday, November 22 getting a job? hope so bahh, i dont want slack at home le. enough of slacking and i seriously que money. regretted spending all the money whenever i get them. haha. grace and liyan asked me why i can use computer so long de? i also dont know why leh, maybe cos i watch videos and shows bahh. dont want use so much computer, but what else can i do? nothing productive. listening to wobuhuichangge by showluo. decided not to buy his album. this song very touching, at least thats what i think. 我不會唱歌＃ 這首為你點播的歌 如果我先哭了 怎麼唱到最後 是的 感情不是K歌 音階一字不漏不見得感動 我也懂 拿麥的手不能顫抖 曾握著 就能感受你比我難過 誰寫的 歌詞那麼適合放手 我怎能捨不得＃ ＊我努力唱完主歌 我忘了走音沒有 我到底哭什麼 哭什麼 明明搞笑的 我努力唱好朋友 我忘了是誰哭了 就算你不記得 這首歌唱完的是我＊ Repeat ＃,＊ 我努力唱完這歌 我忘了破音沒有 你心裏觸動的 下一首已經不是我 我努力唱到嘶吼 我不怕剩我一個 只要你能記得 這首歌給我最愛的 i have been imagining a lot recently and i dont know why. imagining things that wont even come true. i am going crazy~ is that considered as a promise? i was waiting for it last night but still... nvm, u cant be trusted & that may not be a promise afterall. i dont know how u can act so well in front of others. i dont know how u can make ppl think that u are so simple, u are so gd, u are.. whatever, i will just treat it like i dont know anything. Wednesday, November 21 at first want update tmr de but then i now waiting for heitangmaqiduo to load, i shall just blog since i got nth to do. haha! today went out with sylvia, liyan, lingyuan & grace, that joanne and jiaqian so bad, cannot go. or else whole clique lehh. but still, suan le lohh. we got the whole holiday mahh. haha. today go a lot of places & also got grace zui dread de bugis street. haha, today not a lot of ppl so quite okay bahh. then blahblah, window shopped at other places also. this is all because of last minute decision mahh. haha! dont want type so much about it lahh. & grace thought that her hp lost but after that she found it in her pocket. haha. oh yeah, after that pei liyan go harbour front, she want go find her sister. her sister very chio leh! but we talk to her like guai guai. actually want pei liyan to harbour front mrt only but i want go toilet mahh so also go harbour front lohh. then me sylvia and liyan walked around and talked. today i found another thing that i always thought is true but in fact is not. then arnd 8 plus take mrt with sylvia go home. talk talk talk again, & send her lyrics. haha. long time nvr chat with sylvia le(: then me and sylvia say next yr must still go out/study together. hope really can bahh, since she will be in different class and will have different friends de, but sylvia, we surely can de. & to clique ppl, dont forget we are supposed to meet 11 yrs later and see what we have become. u guys remember? haha! then rain very heavily cannot walk home, must take bus. sian lahh. the bus like damn lousy de, leak water lehh! haha, then before my stop a lot ppl get dwn le, then i alone behind. scary~ haha! ohh & i saw one ah beng he damn sweet de. i think he is married cos i saw got ring on his hand then he was carrying a child on his hand. he very take care the child. haha. nan de see beng like that de. actually not really. haha. okay, off to watch vid le. just now tried to study but i think impossible le. i dont understand lahhh!!! i am gna die next yr... Tuesday, November 20  a bus that advertise jaychou taiwan concert~ i posted this pic cos there is 307 on the bus. can you spot it? haha! & i finally can upload picts le. have been like trying for how many days.      these pictures are the ones i have been trying to upload for like damn long. cute picts of jaychou! a lot of people have been asking me for jaychou album. my brother also~ & he seems like he really need the album, constantly reminding me to rip the album for him. haha! tomorrow going out to i dont know where with clique. hooray, i think the whole clique is going. nice one ar! haha, seems like this holidays we seldom go out lehh. meeting them at 1.30 @ cityhall mrt so that means i have to wake up early. siannn. haha! interested then read~ yesterday went jaycn then got a lot of vidoes uploaded. they quite lag loh, the videos were performances of jaychou i think weeks ago. then i go watch lohh. got two different ones, but the songs he sing around the same. qianlizhiwai, huoyuanjia, juhutai, bunengshuodemimi & got wodedipan. main point is his performances are around the same. i got time i post it here. for huoyuanjia especially. he will throw a fan to the audience during every performances. so imagine, 10 performances, 10 fans wasted. haha. then after singing huoyuanjia, he will play the drum & there would be a dancer dancing according to the beat. after that, he will dance with the SAME dance moves SAME music everytime. haha! but cant blame him, he is busy. if it is possible, i shall upload the vids nxt time. just finish watching gzxm ep 10. now watching dnyby. i think i am going to die. every monday i have to watch 2 shows. haha! & that is not very bad, the worst thing is that i have to wait for the whole week to watch the next ep. can die de leh! haha! xiaomei&hebe~ i promised my parents that today i am going to study. lets see if i am able to keep that promise, i am suspecting myself. haha. Monday, November 19 yesterday actually i did nth much. ohh, i collected jaychou concert tickets yesterday! although not the tickets i wanted but still jaychou concert tickets leh! haha. went IMM collect, then got dont know what thing there. then saw zhongqin and guoliang. i see also dont want see them, not that i am mean okayy? haha! then slacked at my grandma house lohh. attempted to sleep but could not. then watch tv lohh, saw jaychou mv on channel 56(i think) then saw him teaching niuzaihenmang dance and how to sing on mtv. so switch channels keep seeing him. haha! what else? ohh, i could not sleep last night. i listened to that zhougongjianggui, he say there is no fengzi in this world. cos they are really talking to something that we cant see. wonder if it is true.. today went malaysia. i bought very little things, my mother spend a lot today. she buy bag, earing, 2 bags, shades, a lot lah. & a lot of pirated disc. then i want to buy heitangmaqiduo&shibajinbujin she dont let me buy. dont let me buy i go rent or watch on internet lohh. haha! i bought 1 rain's korea concert dvd & 1 computer game and other stuffs. actually nth much there lah, but i know i laughed a lot. hee. my dad is crazy over niuzaihenmang, everytime i play the album in the car, then he will surely listen to the song. he say the song will stuck in his head for at least 3 hrs. both my parents like the hee haa. wahahahaha! yeejun also keep heehaa-ing & buyongmafanle today. my dad also. they are all crazy. too tired, slept at my cousin's house when go back singapore. really very tired. whole holiday, other than chalet, i nvr wake up so early. 8 a.m lehhh!!! haha! i think when sch reopens i am going to die. typed a lot. want go watch heitangmaqiduo le! tmr got gzxm & dnyby!!! woohoo~ Sunday, November 18 want go malaysia buy discs, not jaychou de lahh, but others. others buy dao ban i wont care. haha. bye/ 307 i think will be a damn nice class, with nice ppl who create havoc in class. haha! at least thats what i think now. a lot ppl seem to like 307 & 304. haha! watching 黑糖瑪奇朵(: nice show & bbt very cute! if dont have that heisehuimeimei i think would be better. but nvm, they also quite "cute" lah. Saturday, November 17 changed blogskin. simple & nice right? long time nvr use navigation skin le. words are like bullets~ decided to link lots of people. no fun le, link so little ppl. today & tmr is showluo taiwan concert(: ah, got into 307~ isit a good thing? i dont know leh, seem like a very lan class. evia claimed that my class got a lot of fun ppl, haha, i also dont know leh. grace, jiaqian, joanne, me and liyan are all in the same class. too bad, dont have lingyuan and sylvia, or else whole clique in same class leh. but still, lingyuan and sylvia in same class. aiya, dont think so much. i think our class will be a very naughty bunch & give a lot trouble to the teachers. hee. now i wonder, who will be our form teacher siah. haha sec 3, wonder how it will be like. Friday, November 16 watched titanic just now. seriously, very touching & i cried. seems like everytime i watch, i will cry. first cried when i saw an old couple lying down on the bed, holding hands, waiting to die. damn sad. then second time is when jack died. damn paiseh, my parents saw me cry. haha. jack&rose~ & i like the part whereby the musicians were supposed to leave already. then one violinist stayed back to continue playing the music then the others followed. my mother loves jack. haha. & the show's effects are so nice. my dad just saw me a book on titanic. if tmr got nth to do, i shall read it(: but i think it will be boring. maybe going to collect the jaychou concert tickets tomorrow, actually nothing much lah. but finally getting it! haha. you seem to be disappearing from my life, is that something i should be happy about? 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: i am bored so i post. today got titanic, second part. okay, not the first time i watch but still its a nice show. jack&rose~ today morning tio awaken by my dad handphone alarm. the alarm i dread always during school days, cos that means i have to wake up soon. so today i heard it, damn loud mah, then i hear le sian diao. u know why? cos i tot today got school. i was like still waiting for my mother to wake me up but she did not.. until like when my dad about to go to work, i was awaken again, then i realised its sch holidays, i dont need to wake up! haha, then i told my mother then she laughed at me): i am wasting my sch holidays, terribly. have not done anything meaningful. & i haven finish memorising the lyrics of jaychou on the run. haha, have not been memorising for days. too tired.. 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: Thursday, November 15 whats ur relationship between you and him? u cant make me think wildly all the time. you know what i want to do now? call him and tell him to stop calling....(blog has its own restrictions, & thats why i hate it). i am tired. i slept about 4 hrs yst and super tired today. actually not tired, is sian diao(sometimes) all the chanting and i dont even understand. i think i really need to brush up my hokkien cos i totally suck at it can? no crying session today but i cried. i think a while, i try to control le, but still.. nvm, when was the last time i cried? i cant remember. HEY, THAT MEANS I HAVE NOT BEEN CRYING FOR A LONG LONG WHILE!!! i really miss my great-grandmother. i know she and our ancestors were just around us but we dont know. sometimes i really wish i could see them, even for a short while. my grandparents look sick & sad today. i will not forget how my grandfather cried and "hitting" the coffin during the funeral last time. the day we all cried a lot, the last day we saw her. ohh, saw my brother today(: but still, i think between us there is always a distance. i dont know, we are not siblings that will share secrets though he share his paikia things to me lah, but should be not everything. have not take a photo with him~ my cousin wants to take photo with her eyecandy and i want to take photo with my brother =p we seem like a shibai siblings. haha. Everytime we chat, he will ask me about my brother. i dont know why. dont feel like posting le. sian. 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: Tuesday, November 13 not supposed to be blogging now. hee but i went home to use compt. my mom say she is waking up at 5 so i think i still have about 2hrs plus to sleep(: hope that is enough. cos tomorrow i guess i will be damn tired. really misses my ah zhor, when she is around i took her for granted. only when she have left, everything is too late. treasure things people! gonna see my brother tomorrow. hope there would not be a crying session later like last time. it really hurts seeing my grandfather, auties, uncles, parents, cousins, distant realatives crying. urgh. i am hungry. feel like cooking noodles but i want to sleep also. suan le, shall go sleep. later then go fast food restaurant buy thing hao le. i am hungry and sleepy!!! poeple remember this? http://123fans.cn/zhoujielun jaychou become number 4 le. just now 3 then showluo fans go vote vote vote. but i think there is someone out there keep voting for jaychou. cos like at one moment i saw over 10000 votes to become 3rd then when i refresh it dont know how long later, left 4000 plus only. haha, i also go vote also. vote ppl!!! that jaychou song list lazy put. tomorrow then i edit this post then i type bah or rather copy and paste =p can someone please give me CONFIDENCE? 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: Monday, November 12 haven change my blogskin cos the web is lagging and i lazy go find blogskin also. & i am not good in html codes so i wont cr8 a blogskin myself. today got a lot of jaychou vids to watch. funny(: then got a lot of JAYCHOU TAIWAN CONCERT VIDEOS!! but all almost the same de, i mean like they show the same songs. but still, its nice!! & jay's singing, i would say not the best but still good. & his dance i think he improved? ohh, & he got do che ling(like that spell mah?) and got 2 super cute small boys. hee. i cant wait for the dvd!!! actually today nth to post but just feel like posting loh. all crap lah. my life is so pathetic that i dont know what to post. want to watch a lot of shows but whenever i on the compt, i just dont feel like. sian lohhh. like what grace say, see on tv better cos big big. then i dont have the discs & i nvr go rent. ahhhh.. have not been memorising lyrics... 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: while looking at the lyrics(if u are), listen to the song! 最长的电影 作词：周杰伦 作曲：周杰伦 我们的开始 是很长的电影 放映了三年 我票都还留着 冰上的芭蕾 脑海中还在旋转 望着你 慢慢忘记你 朦胧的时间 我们溜了多远 冰刀划的圈 圈起了谁改变 如果再重来 会不会稍嫌狼狈 爱是不是不开口才珍贵 再给我两分钟 让我把记忆结成冰 别融化了眼泪 你妆都花了要我怎么记得 记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧你说你会哭 不是因为在乎 nice right? Sunday, November 11 my cousin saw luozhixiang yst): Today is JAYCHOU TAIWAN CONCERT!!! he should be having his rehearsals now. i am so waiting for tomorrow or even tonight with video clips of the concert & the concert dvd which i dont know when it would be out. ohh, i am also looking forward to 18jan08 jaychou singapore concert & the birthday surprise the company is planning and jcnet ppl! Saturday, November 10 Tomorrow is JAYCHOU TAIWAN CONCERT!!!! 2007世界巡迴演唱 finally starting le! 2 more months, 8 days, 1 hr to singapore concert & his birthday!! i think u ppl have been seeing this always in my post. bear with it people. & i kan kai le, 138 tickets nvm lah, his birthday lehh, can celebrate with him already very happy le. 198/168 will still try to get them but if dont have suan le lohh. haha. Today xiaozhu arrive in singapore le. this time i nvr go and lucky i nvr go. cos really a lot of people leh. trying not to bs him, haha. after what he commented about what jaychou said about the EMI person. but anyway, xiaozhu become more haolian le but still as funny(: & his songs, still hai hao lahh. & i want to change blogskin again. dont like this blogskin. today change for the sake of changing. haha trying not to think about you): helping sylvia&liyan to advertise. wo shi da hao ren horr! looking for something to give someone? visit www.chocolatesflower.blogspot.com. yesterday dreamt of something. finally i can remember my dream. i dreamt that on 09/11/07 which is today, jaychou got concert in singapore. at first i dont believe cos like hor, tmr then is his first stop in taiwan mahh(woohoo) but still i went lahh. and very funny is hor the concert is at the big grass patch beside my grandma that blk. very qi hua right? but still the concert dont need tickets de. then i made 5 new friends(: cos i think i was alone. at first got my cousins/father pei me but later raining then they go back then i dont want lah. haha, so listen listen listen. nice songs. i even dreamt of songs in jaychouontherun. must be listen too much le, then in my dreams also can listen. but thats not a bad thing. haha. dreams dont make sense right? at first i standing at the side. then dont know what reason poeple standing in the centre which is just below the stage got chased away so me and my 5 new friends stood in front of the stage with jaychou singing. woohoo. if only that could happen.... yah so, i remember, he was singing ju hua tai that time. then i was like thinking everybody like got chased away then he very kelian down there singing. but after that the people(chased away) came back and stood behind us. but then i think we were standing at wrong place, cos there is the VIP place(means taiwan fanclub ppl) so we also got chased away. then we had to stand very behind. but also dont know what reason we managed to go back to the front of the stage. haha. then after that finish concert le, jaychou dont know why ask ppl go up to the stage. then i went up lehh with one of the friends. so everyone he would talk to lah. i think he got ask questions then later explain or dont know what lah. then i very happy cos he was looking at me & talking to me!!! let me shuang awhile haha, since in real life will nvr happen. haha. woohoo. i love that dream!!!!!!!! oh i dreamt of michelle also. but i dont know why she was playing netball with her coach. but after that we got go watch the concert together also. hee yst too tired then nvr memorise songs. haha, but now i memorising. want to finish le. http://123fans.cn/zhoujielun go help vote for jaychou! i voted 5000 times le. then hand very pain. haha. but u want to let out ur anger horr, thats a gd way u know? haha. keep clicking and clicking(: 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: zuichangdedianying in the mist of memorising. want to complete le(: Friday, November 9 dionne is super pissed today. i also dont know why lahh but just that my temper super bad today. & i am really angry with HER today. what rights have she got to decide everything huh? she is just like making me hate her more today. i am so fed up today that i scolded the F word. luckily i think nobody heard it lahh, haha. or else i will have another round of scoldings since there so many ahem adults. haha. mom got her new phone today. i also dont know if it is my phone or her phone. she say she want to use it first and give it to me later. shall not ask her for the phone anymore. making a fool out of myself like i am so despo to have that phone. she want then she use lohh. i shall wait for the day she ownself want give the phone to me, & that depends if i want to take the phone. my phone is still not lan until very jia lat. hmmph. all she knows how to threaten me is my results. say what i nvr get bursary or whatever lahh, does that mean that i get it every yr in PRI sch, does that mean that in sec sch i still have to get it?? dumb. aiya, dont say le, making it more angry only lahh. listened to jaychou on the run again today. jiu shi everytime i listen music, surely is the album de and i am still not sick of the songs(: i think i wont lah since i am not sick with any of his songs. haha. album very nice really. i wonder if this album will be a flop, i mean like the sales lohh. aiya, we like can le. right? haha. 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: see no improvements. shall memorise one song today. shld be midnight again. nice time cos will be no distractions(: omgomg, jaychou taiwan concert(first stop) will be 2 days later. taiwan fans so lucky, i bet they will get to see a lot of things that wont be seen in other countries. esp the stage that can move and change. so cool lah, he say he see transformers then have the idea de. haha. nice nice nice nice. his dance moves, his surprises that are still kept as secret. woohoo! Thursday, November 8 just now went out for i think less than 2 hrs only. amazing lohh. first went to westmall meet my cousin. she want me pei her go pay dont know what bill. she also dont know. then after that pei her go buy bubble tea. then saw that auntie, she still remember us leh! amazing lah. dont know why she work there also. haha. then after that go je and i was like shocked dao. got one carton box and still got things must carry. imagine me carrying those things on the mrt? then a lot ppl look at me like i am what baichi like that. so paiseh lahh. then waited for da pai liyan and sylvia to come then same thing, a lot ppl look. cos i put all the things on the floor then i look like dont know what to them lah. maybe they think i selling things?? so i keep pretending using handphone. haha, or else very paiseh lah. then go sembawang collect my disc. i swear i will nvr buy albums from lot one sembawang le. their attitude sucks lah & they nvr call me to tell me the album arrived or else yst i take le loh. dumb! wahahaha, got 200 calendar and the album!! nice nice nice nice nice nice. then go library with them talk talk talk. i sit there awile only lah, cos i also not doing the thing mahh. & i am hungry want faster go home eat lunch(: today mrt travel here travel dere. i think i am not going out tomorrow. my mother ask me what handphone i want buy, then i dont know want buy what model. and i dont know if i want handphone or mp4. cos like mp4 got more uses horr?? haha. i dont know i dont know.. 牛仔很忙 彩虹 青花瓷 阳光宅男 蒲公英的约定 无双 我不配 扯 甜甜的 最长的电影 (bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics) this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: got my album!!!! FINALLY! later going to get my album le! but must go clementi get things from joanne from liyan and sylvia. se i so good, haha. or not now i already got my album le. haha, nvm. they say want pei me go get album loh. haha. i memorised 90% of wobupei le! yst midnight arnd 1.40 i started memorising until arnd 2.15. cant sleep again. these few days arnd 2 plus to 3 plus then i can sleep de. then wake up late late. but today awaken by my mother anrd 10am. sian lah. 我不配 詞：方文山 / 曲： 周杰倫 这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 还来不及 仔仔细细 写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉 已经不对 我努力 在挽回 一些些 因该体贴 的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后 才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎 你受罪 你的美 我不配 nice lyrics yeah? shall post later if i have the time. shall go heat up my lunch. have been eating lunch everyday recently. that is a good right? or else i will die of "stomach cancer". haha omg, jaychou taiwan's concert is like so damn near. 3 more days. 10/11/07!!! taiwan fans so lucky. want to see him dance(: and all the surprises which he say is a SECRET! hahaha Wednesday, November 7 i haven get my album yet! stupid sembawang nvr call me lah, then michelle told me that she got the album already from sembawang. nvm, i shall get it tomorrow. although i have listened to all the songs le lah, BUT i still am very eager to get the album! haha. tommorow gonna go alone, cos liyan going with sylvia and one unknown dont know do what lah. then liyan say she pei me then i say dont want, i also dont know why i say that leh. shall not think so much): all u guys need is trust. why must make things so complicated? i seriously want to make the phone call but i did not. i dont dare. ahhh. to say the truth, i dont trust u too!!!! whatever, all because of that stupid fcuking person!!! i really want to scold that person. today grace keep saying she want to go concert. ohhh so sad. go luozhixiang one lahh! wahahha, jaychou concert in 2 mths, 11 days. concert cum birthday. then i saw in jaychou forum, they were discussing about what to do on that day to 'surprise' jaychou, then very cool lohh. but i think maybe they would be sitting at the 198 dere de. still looking for ppl to sell 198 tickets.. MICHELLE, 18 JAN WE MUST HIGH TOGETHER!!!! haha. & with the ppl beside us also! haha. grace say at the end of concert will like want cry de, ahhhhhhh. today went grace house play manjong. grace, joanne, rachel, me, lingyuan & liyan. i think i play a few rounds only bahh, very sian also. haha, then i not playing de time, they say i very scary very emo. boo. hui meh? i dont think so leh, emo de time i shld know de mahh. cos got sad things then will emo): so today i not emo! then want go jp de time, see 1 whole grp ah lians, selling pens for "charity" see them also dont want buy from them le lah. wth, their dressing, their make ups.. urgh. heyy grace, i think i walk really very funny lehh, i mean my hands. today i walk home at night, then the road got shadow lahh, then i see my hands then chao guai. haha. aiyohhh... jaychou album damn nice lehh. sodagreen sings nice song! only like their songs lahh, the lead singer can sing very high notes. amazing(: i want to study, cos theres nth else for me to do i am trying really hard le.... Monday, November 5 i am loving jaychou more and more each day. i think i am going to die. haha yesterday could not sleep, thought about a lot of things. i suddenly feel all the stress from my parents. i need to do well/ achieve something so that we wont be despised by them. my father set a goal for me yesterday, i wonder if i could achieve it next year. i really worry. i told myself next yr i will chiong for my studies de, but i dont have confidence at all. every year i say that, every year i did not do it. i dont see the good points of studying triple science, whats so good about it?? i am not zi wo an wei-ing myself! i mean like triple science only mahh, why my mother must always say "she study triple science leh" whats the point? i wasted one whole year this yr, 2007. i feel that i slacked throughout. i am not kidding. i am not one who studies and go to school and act like i am not-the-study-type. study jiu study mahh, why want bluff. i shall not talk about this anymore, i was really irritated by this i forgot when le. i just hope that 2008 i will spend it more fruitfully. these few days, my parents keep reminding me not to mi jaychou so much. i also hope so but like what i said earlier, i am liking him more and more. wahhahahaha. whenever my mother say my results no good, then will link to jaychou. *guilty* haha. i was surprised with myself also. i told my mother next year i want to have tution lehh. maths and science. i cant believe i told her(: haha. i mean like when was the last time i had a tution?? haha, but hope that i dont need to go tution centre for tution. waste my time go dere de, then i would be very sian diao de. haha. i think i posted a lot today. all my complains. haha TOMORROW CAN GET JAYCHOU NEW ALBUM LE!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!! trying hard to memorise the lyrics =p people spammed grace blog lehh. those ppl who thinks that LOKEXIANLIN is real good. okayy, xianlin seriously i dont hate you. SERIOUSLY. i just cant stand that fcuking attitude of yours. hey shld i call you xianLAYNE? if u hate someone, dont act lah. i know u cant stand the whole clique of ours, but u acted like u dont. ur actions, the way u talk is very obvious can? TO 99TH, I DONT HATE YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY. I MEAN U GUYS ARE GREAT BUT JUST THAT WE ARENT ON GOOD TERMS. maybe of someone(: things that i cant stand of xianlayne actually i shldnt list cos afterall, its the same thing. UR FAKENESS!!!!!!!! let me think who spammed grace's blog. ruiqi and andrew. is andrew like in love with xianlayne? i mean like he keeps saying that xianlayne damn good lah, haha. i mean can u just shud up? u said u dont know grace and what rights have u got to say shes a whore or whatever shyt u u ppl are so damn irritating lah. esp that andrew can?? likek what joanne said, u nth do then u anyhow link link link then go grace blog. ohh or maybe u saw ruiqi post and u saw she said grace talked bad about xianlayne then u very bushuang then u go grace blog. cos u want HELP xianlayne. dont want say so much lahh, irritating ppl, pls dont waste ur time on stupid things. haiyooo below post is for one stupid fucking person named ANDREW. actually i got nth to say to u lah. just feel like scolding you. i dont know why i am so fed up with u lah, maybe cos of ur post? damn it lah u. keep saying ppl guailan guailan. u not guailan meh? nb lah u. nvr see u before but i am imagining ur face can? must be very qian bian type de? or not that type of act paikia type de? aiyar jiu shi that type of stupid fucking face lah. eh stupid person, do u know how stupid/ gay u sounded in your post? say grace de url zelephantine gay ar? then ur not gay mehh? dunlie or smth? wth, please reflect o yourself before u say smth can?? aiyo so long nvr get xianlin number, not paiseh ar? still dere act big? retard! nb lah u, check on ur fucking attitude can?? Sunday, November 4 watching meteor graden 1 now. i know very very long show le, but nice mah so i watch loh.. bring back memories siah, haha. when i was like so so so so crazy over F4. haha, i think up to now, they are still the BEST boy group(taiwan) loh. meteor garden really very nice!!! just now went sistic again. tickets are like omg, almost gone le loh. 18 jan 08, only available tickets is 78 one. then the rest unavailable or left single seats then for 19 jan, tickets are either unavailable or left single seats only lah. i always thought jaychou in singapore not a lot of fans de but now i have been proved wrong lah. haha. wow! meteor garden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just now listened to jay chou new album again. this time i listen with the full lyrics, very cute!!!! okay, i seriously think that all the songs are very nice lah. only got 2 rap songs(: i dont know good or bad lah, good cos i can learn the song easier, bad cos bu hui high. haha. but his other songs also very high de cos they very cute, then sad songs damn sad de lah. i shall post the lyrics next time(: Saturday, November 3 managed to get jaychou tickets, but not the one i wanted. sian lah. but stil it is his birthday so at least can celebrate with him! his concert really very popular lah, within less than one day, GOOD tickets are left only. haha. i am so looking forward!!! YAY! jaychou very zhuai. EMI person dont believe he said it and he still go look at the camera and said he said it. wahahahahaha. i think that is smth i like about him bahhhhhh!!! heeheehee. only can get his album like next tues. 4 more days. ahhhhhhhhhhh read joanne's blog and decided to post about it also. about the chalet, maybe CERTAIN PPL thinks that our clique only know how to slack slack slack, never do anything & blahblah shit. then what bbq time we still go ride bicycle, buy food and stuffs. maybe they would be thinking we are siding with the guys but dont u think it is very guo fen to scold them when they even helped to set up the fire and succeeded? they still make it an effort to buy the fire starter. RETARDS! i am not going against xixi btw. at least she sent a apology sms to daniel. but daniel claimed that u did not call him retard, instead u called mingcong. thats was why we were laughing. i know u were irritated cos u are trying ur very best to make the chalet fun, the bbq succeed then maybe you just said it without thinking a lot. but still u sent an apology sms. somebody told me SHE cried which i dont know is the fact or what lah. food were brought up for her, bbq food all brought up to her when ppl were like starving and sick. pls lah, and ur mom brought food for the chalet. maybe it is prepared for ur clique only lah, oh no, i think u left SOME for non-clique ppl. aiyar, i dont want to make us become enemies or what lah. but just want to say.. why do ppl think our clique slack like siao? we helped to marinate the chickens kay? we wanted to help to start the fire but pls do u realise how many ppl are crowding at the pit? heard that some ppl were already complaining that there are a lot ppl there? & are we supposed to go there and make it hotter? want to prepare the food, we helped kay? even wanying they all dont even want to "interfere" u ppl bbq. they rather wait for u guys to stop bbq and go there to bbq themselves. let me think ar, what did i eat for bbq? i ate marshmallows and i ate a small piece of hotdog. & i tried to bbq a chicken arnd 11plus when ppl go cycling. but i did not eat it. ohh i ate instant noodles and hai me starving in the night. nice one ar! lets post about my clique or else later ppl keep asking me why haven post about them. grace: she claimed to be simple and not dao but just have a dao face. seriously, u have a dao face and u dao ppl, like hebe. dao ou xiang, dao fen si. dont keep saying i think negatively leh, i think very positively de loh. & you not emo lah, can? haha. if we are not in the same class next year, i think i will miss ur muo fang of many many people. haha, and u dont like zhuai ppl. i just knew it today. and hope ur gan qing with lingyuan will stay long and forever, but dont do so much in the public hor, later people think u ppl really is lesbians siah. haha. & u hate ah lian ah beng a lot a lot a lot. jiaqian: once known as emo kia. i think recently bu hui le lah rite? one advice, u want learn what, go learn or else u will regret kay? she loves s.h.e a lot and she will feel very zibei if she dont know things about them. oh yeah, she once love my chunnie a lot alot. i was like damn fed up with her lah, keep want snatch my chunnie away, lucky she dont like them le. haha. i have chunnie by my own and i can bash him up!(wahahahaha) oh yeah, jiaqian dont need to sleep during exam periods! she can study all the way, u know why? cos u dont study in the afternoon so u have to chiong at night. dont study till night le lah. if we not in the same class, i will miss ur feng-ness. haha. i post about our clique le horr! joanne: she loves dance a lot & that small-eye guy, JJ. for once, let me say he dont suck kay? i dont know why i dont like him a lot leh. i once liked him a lot a lot, but maybe that time i like him cos of his songs only. hee. do u regret not appealing to literature, since rachel got in afterall. anyway, she very high de lah, but when talk about serious matters hor, she will be damn serious then very scary. haha. lets love chunnie together kay? grace and me thinks that joanne is very complicated at home. this is not emo, this is another side of joanne. hee. if i not same class with you next yr, i will miss your high-ness!!!!! sylvia: this is really emo de! okay, sometimes i really dont understand u leh. why u sometimes can smile at me then the next moment u start dao-ing/ignoring me. dont emo le lah, i think u really dont like being in our clique bah, i think u are really looking forward to a new class, new clique, new friends. aiyar, whatever lah. u study pro lah, results all so damn good. i miss the times we talked on the phone for hours, listened to you being "childish" and the times u suan me!!! SYLVIA, DONT THINK SO MUCH KAY? not good for u de. remember how we hated each other during primary school and how we managed to be good friends in secondary schools?? the change is damn funny lahh. haha. i dont know if u will see this!! oh yeah, keep my SECRET(crush) hor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont think we next yr different class le, then u go tell ppl!!! lingyuan: aiyar, we next yr different class le. u also dont keep thinking u nex tyr will have no friends lahh. wont de lah. u got so many friends de, i then need to worry loh. haha. ur laughter is infectious!!! next yr dont dao me hor when see me(: i will miss the times we keep laughing and laughing, standing behind the class and blahblahblah. i know u love me rite? grace dont jealous horr. haha. next yr must still sms/ go out together hor. and chiong next yr, cos i know u will. triple science leh, so pro. haha. jiayou kay? liyan: i dont know what to say leh. cos i cannot type out certain things. erm, just dont think so much. & i think we would be in same class next yr. i keep telling myself i dont want ask u about "things" le but cant control lehh. paiseh horr, irritate u so much. & horr next time if u want tell me things, dont say halfway lehh. when u tell me the other part of the story, do u know how i felt?? once thought that ..... but after that i realised that is not the fact. aiyar, really very hard to say lahh. chiong together next yr kay? Friday, November 2 yesterday came back from chalet. not exactly very fun but also not very sian. er, i want to thank 99th for whatever they planned for the chalet and blahblah. slept very little again, for both nights, expected lah. first night, i think practically everyone did not sleep. we cheered at 2.06am, planned to go out at 4am but continued playing cards/manjong until i forgot what time. wanted to see sunrise but did not see it afterall. then went back chalet sleep xP i think i slept for 2hr plus plus bah. then go buy bbq stuffs, rented bicycle. TAYLINGYUAN I VERY GOOD RIGHT! PEI YOU RIDE BICYCLE. wasted my money can? did not ride a lot(: oh yeah, during bbq, we tried to ride the couple bicycle. damn fun. that grace and liyan can ride so easily. then me and lingyuan must try very hard to start then can ride leh. and i am pro-er than lingyuan cos i know how to start! haha. went to buy instant noodles. then bbq blahblah. then the others went to ride bicycle/inline skates dont know to where. at first they say they wanted to ride to changi but dont know why came back so early. that night was pathetic. i think everyone was tired, including me. but i still slept at 6plus in the morning. cos no place for me to sleep can? at first me and liyan no place sleep. we went up and down, keep changing places to sleep. i think wanying they all must be thinking we siao. haha. but we never sleep, can see a lot of funny things in the room! haha. yah, then liyan woke tianjun up and she slept at her place. i went out the rm and "slept" at the stairs can? my butt so pain lahh. haha. i dont know how i managed to like stay there ALONE at the stairs for so many hours. woohoo. then 6 plus i went to small corner to sleep, & i caught a flu. then i woke joel up and ask him let me sleep. haha. so i think i managed to sleep for 1hr plus. FINALLY. yah so righ morning went to eat. i was very tired. then went arcade. kinda awake le. me and sylvia were like siao lahh, keep on playing games that can earn tickets. haha. enough about chalet. I AM FEELING GUILTY cos i am listening to jaychou new songs on the net. i wonder how the songs were leaked lah, tmr album then out, internet already got the songs. dumb. so cannot control myself and i am listening now. nice songs!! gonna have a hard time memorising lyrics le. haha. hooray, gonna get the album soon!!!! JAYCHOU GONNA HAVE AN EXTRA DAY FOR HIS CONCERT(: 18JAN!!!!!!!!! THAT IS HIS BIRTHDAY!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! GONNA BUY TICKETS LATER I THINK. OR ELSE LATER DONT HAVE AGAIN! let me zi high ar. his birthday lehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. can celebrate with him!!! wahahahahahhahahahahaha. lucky i never got the tickets for 19jan! die lah, my mother say holidays wont give me money cos i am buying the 198 one!!! how am i going to go out. regretted not saving money for the past yr. haha. my mother gd leh, today still ask me today at night buy still will have tickets not lehhh! hahaha. bye ppl. i am feeling sick! |