Tuesday, April 29


PANADOL KILLS.

Monday, April 28



Today marked the turning point in my life.
Every teardrops, every words, every single person's expressions, i will remember for life.
Lonely, helpless, lost. That's all i can say.

Friday, April 25

TREAT OTHERS LIKE HOW YOU WANT TO BE TREATED.
i read this from a calendar.

I read many verses from the bible but now i cant remb any.

okok, LAST POST, bye people/cats/pigs/dogs/weirdos.



23 April
1. elainechng gl siah. now i have to worry what cca shoulld i go in? Steph says eng drama is okay but i am total no interest in it.. If there is no camp, i wouldnt give a damn about it la.

2.earned 1 C.I.P hour cos helped mrstan do this speech day thing. was kinda forced to help but actually it was okay since i get to see funny names. haha.

24 April
i did not want to use the laptop today but cos my mom was like using it to do smth, i just took over so that i wont accumulate too many videos. So, this would be my last post until mid years, hope so. unless i got smth to scold or complain? haha.

i finished my chi compos and reading chapter 3 and 4 of history. woots. but i really wonder, how am i going to memorise the facts? geog, hist, ss, maths/physics formula. ohhh, and i am still not worrying for my mid years. Shall study later but i will end up with a blank mind cos i don't know what to study. & i passed my chinese, geog and history! The most surprising results were geog and hist. wahaha.

Siying kept saying duh today. wahaha. For chinese results, the first few were china ppl, yangle, ho kit so she kept duh-ing. wahhaa. Sitting with her is nice, although she is a sucker.

i seriously think i think very lowly of myself,
but i think those are the facts, so nvm.

Tuesday, April 22


My fave. picture of the day.
Credits: Kaiwen

went to steph's hse after sch. we went to eat at a hawker centre! okay yah, her room is tiny but is nice. You only got a miserable walkway but the room just looks neat and clean. haha. Her idol stuffs, i tell you. lol. idols and idols, cds and cds, posters and posters. hahhaa, actually having a small room is not a bad thing, but nvm, i shall just stick to my room. although i don't like it. did i mention i love her curtains? it is like so classy, so goldish, so niceyyy. but her dogs are eeeewww. they are cute, i have to clarify smth, i love dogs but i am just plain scared of them. i was like staying her her room for almost all the time cos i don't dare to go out of the room...





Went dover to meet this random stranger who is going to sell me nov chopin album.. It is original but i don't see the singapore sticker.. but nvm, at least it is in good condition, except for a little bent on the box. Second transaction done at dover mrt. First was for the jaychou concert tix, now is for album. They are both poly students(:





i got 3 albums in my bag today. Jay's, Jolin's and FT Island's. i am now ripping Jolin's and FT island's into my zen player.. Wasting my time, but okay la. I could have used this time to read my history cos i know i am left with very little days to MUG, seriously MUG for my MYS, but i am still not feeling the pressure, although my mom keeps telling me to go study. I don't know whatsup with her, she very long nvr care if i studies, but now she just keep telling me to study. lol. i miss jay's collaboration with jolin.

just my unhappiness about jay so don't bother to read it. its crap!

jay, can you don't put so much effort in movies and put more effort in ur music. If you realise, you are losing fans day by day, album by album. Where have your high standard music gone to? Where have your good ideas of music gone to? Your movies? You don't need to ask ppl to support your movies when you are at a music award ceremony?!
Conclusion : Spend equal time on both your music and movies. But music is still your main thing, i know you clarify a lot of time that music is your main thing BUT i don't see it. You are ageing, your voice is crappy more and more(though you sound okay in your 18janconcert). i know you are preparing for your album now so you can concentrate your movies afterwards, though i don't know what movie. Music award ceremony is still something impt, don't treat it like its nothing. Not only movie's awards are good. You still have to wait for years before you can get your best director, best male leading actor award, you are still considered a new comer. I don't know why i suddenly so angry leh. You are a full time singer, a part time director and actor. i am gna say smth irony. But i also want you to be full time singer, director and actor. But you are also a human, you dont have 48hrs a day, i dont know how you manage to lead last year. Filiming for 2 movies, preparing/writing songs for new albums, concert, promoting your movies and not your albums...

Sometimes things that i don't want to hear,
somehow it will travel to my ears.
i can't decide what stuffs i don't want to hear.
The worst thing is to act like you don't care,
but in fact you are aching right in your heart.
You big fat stupid fucking idiot.

Saturday, April 19

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAOJIE!!!!
few days ago, i was browsing through my thumbdrive stuffs and i saw your that thing.i don't know if you still remembered. wahahaha.i remembered that night i was listening to that song for dont know how many times. haha.& now, i dedicate that chorus to you!


i just realised something.

陈小春 - 我爱的人 is written by JAY. I have listening to the song for so long and i just realised it is written by jay. haha.



i want to go to imcomparable concert, if only that time i was older. go and die, the concert was like super high, but i dont get it, why is channel 8 showing live?! If i went to imcomparable concert, i can hear nicer songs compared to now and of cos younger jay. wthwthwthwth. okay, i don't know why i am so pissed.



Updating on sports day : before, during and after event

Before event:
Mrschang decided not to teach cos we told her we cant concentrate. Surprisingly she agreed but has to stay back next friday but btr than today la. Started doing banners and ordered mac delivery. Thanks to Songru, Siying, Jiaqian and Yian for doing th banners and those who cut and paste stuffs. I did nothing, i was there sitting and slacking. haha.

During event:
Everybody except Youzhuan wore class jersey. MrJamesKoh came to 307 area, and Mrstan said to ask MrJamesKoh to be our Co-form. Then we started cheering, if really we could have him as the Co-form. I bet without MrsTan, everything will be chaotic. haha.

307'08 owned!

B div Boys Champions
Nick : 1500m Boys FIRST
Park: 400m Boys FIRST
4x400m Boys FIRST
We won the sec4 guys!
4x100m Boys THIRD
4x100m Girls THIRD ( we were last during the heats)
Although Daniel did not get top 3 for both 100m/200m boys, he did our class proud! & his PM has 307'08! After being his classmates for 2 years, first time i see him putting his class in his PM. haha.

PARK!! TIKIAT!! NICK!! DANIEL!! MINGHE!! TANJIE(TIANJIE)!!
GRACE!! KIATHOON!! SIYING!! JOY!! YANGER!! CHARISSA!!

After event:
We were talking to MrFoo and he was like saying 107, 207, 307, 407 all hyper active. & he believe that our class can do well but we have to work hard. lol. Took class photo & i became MrSee's daughter for one moment again. i remebered last year how we fooled the guys in 206. Went on the track, wanting to run. We decided to run the opposite direction from others, but we ended up walking and the guys went to block those who were running. Then we started running and at our ending point, we were tying shoelaces, we were like spreaded throughtout the track to block ppl again! haha, then went home. Bus ride wasnt pleasant, cos i was worrying about many things.

went home fell asleep and dreamt of something terrible-.- I have got a new mole on my knee, damn it.

No pictures cos i got none yet.

i realised something that if your eyes are drifting and suddenly you look straight into someone's eyes, you will freak out.



it is 12:10 AM and i cant sleep cos i fell asleep while watching tv again-.- seems like tmr is saturday or smth, cos tmr is SPORTS DAY! i dont know why i am so happy over sports day but hahah! & tmr GOH is this guy i cant remb his name. Today assembly still do intro about him, lol.

& whats wrong with PE department now? First they make us do that stupid openspace worksheet, they are PE teachers, not english teachers. Then they set stupid rules, no class shirt, no FBTs, no branded/not branded shorts, only PE shorts, PE T-shirt and white school shirt allowed. If you are caught wearing the wrong attire, you will have PE detention! -.- whats freaking wrong with the PE department now, more sucky teachers.

I still cant find imcomparable concert cd. Someone donate $$$$$ to me, i got a lot of albums, clothes, shoes, bag to buy!!

Nothing goes according to how you wish it should go, everything just goes the way you don't wish to go. Everything that you thought would happen would not happen, everything you don't wish to happen happens. What's freaking wrong with the world? Therefore, i conclude that don't think too much and just lead how your life is now, cos there is noting fair in this world.

Thursday, April 17

Scariest experience of the day : Unsure if there are really ghosts in the toilet

Steph stained her skirt with yi mian soup so went to toilet to wash and wait for it to dry. Joanne, Jiaqian, Gracedar and me pei her, so nice right?! It was ss period, we did not plan to go up until we heard things. First was shower sound, didnt pay much notice to it at first. Then got slam of toilet door. A bit freaked out, then the door slammed again. Evacuated the toilet. haha. There was nobody in the toilet. Went up to ss lesson, misstan was pissed with us, then Joanne told her got ghosts, then she gave that -.- look. hahhaa, so we are supposed to stay back 1hr next week with her to do SS stuffs, how wonderful.

Then Steph told me about her experiences with ghosts, i don't know how did she be so calm?! hahaa. Going to Old Changi Hospital at 2am is not a joking matter, i think i wont even dare to step inthere although i want to.

Went home with grace. At JE mrt station, i was like telling grace i want go her hse. I think she ar first thought i joking but i really went home with her. wahaha, & found out how freaking irritating is her computer. Then talked, watched tv, Grace claimed that she was okay few days ago and i made her crazy today again-.- was she ever normal? hahhaa. Went JP cos wanted to go TS buy discs, she cant find her khali's album, i cant find my jay's album. BUTBUTBUT i saw jay's first album, woots!!! going there to buy soon. i was looking for imcomparable concert cd, went cdrama also dont have. Can some kind soul, if you see Jay's Imcomparble Concert 2004 cd, tell me. thanks.
Jiaqian, scold grace since you like to say she spends money like i dont know how to say.
Within 10mins, she spent $30 ++
1. XG2B album. thanks to me, she bought it. jiaqian, she got think awhile, but after that just took it and bought it.

2. She bought this pouch that she claimed was cute. Quite cute but very not grace. haha. She did not buy it at the spot, she thought for quite long?! actually not quite, but yah. i asked her buy mario wallet she dont want. hahhaa.

went home and watched this xiyouji2. i watch until got a lot of ganchu. How will i be next time? When will i start to realise my dream and work towards it? & my wish to tour the world have became stronger. By 30-35, i want to fulfill my this wish since young. Though still need work lah. haha.

an empty shell with no love, no trust, no understanding.

Wednesday, April 16

yesterday went pizza eat at jec. then u knw got that maching, u dumb money inside, you turn then got this ball come out. yesterday we were practically like kids, if get things we want, jump jump jump(joanne), get things you don't want(liyan) then sulk. hahhaa. i got this peter pan one, IT'S CUTE OKAY??!! at least nicer than grace's. go grace blog see the pict. got light one lehh!! i cant send picts over to the laptop so i cant post picts. i don't know what's wrong with the bluetooth device but yah anw.





do you ppl agree that grace is a complicated person. oh i see you nodding, thanks for agreeing with me ar. but poor grace don't know that she has problem. i never say u weird, what rights have you got to think that i am complicated and blahblahblah?! hahaha, this sentence reminds me of misstanYF perfect friend. There is history test tmr and i am just gna fail it.





sports day on this friday. hope 307 can get at least top 3 for individual sec 3 class. for the 4x100m girls, we got like 8th?! sec 4 owned lah.





yesterday i was suddenly reminded of my primary school. i realised i don't love my primary school, i did not have a special feeling for the sch, for the class. 6.8'05 was a class that wasnt united at all, at this point of time, it is even worse. Blog is there, but the same old ppl tag and post, outings are planned but none was successful. Now that we are sec3, i think that some ppl just don't give a damn to this class, perhaps i am 1 of them. i have already lost contact with most of my ex-classmates, we meet like 1/2/0 times a year. but i really miss the days when chuxi, chinghun?, dingrong, shaojie and me walked home together, went to this apartment to buy bingbang. hahaha, but i had to walk to the busstop myself cos they all live around there. hahha. i don't know why i just suddenly think about this. & mrswong did not make a big impact in my life, so i don't really is that grateful to her. omg, i feel so bad.





i am getting irritated by someone & i don't know why. i don't see the point but it just suck. i feel like a bad person, showing my unhappiness on my face infront of that person. a simple touch i can be totally irritated, whats wrong with me towards her........





WHAT ARE STYLISTS DOING?



His hair very in place ar? i know his hair very ugly but just make it better?!!!!








hope to make a change but not like this please? He is not a girl, but luckily that 'jacket' outside make it better, a bit. & a lot of pictures only take his upper body.

Once he endorsed for pepsi(whoever who endorsed for it is supposed to be very da pai), now he is endorsing for sprite. )))))))): but nvm, i like the advertisment!!













Monday, April 14

GEOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is not as if i will grow up, i interview for job and i have to say in tropical rainforests, plants have broad leaves to maximise photosynthesis, they have leaves that are drip tips so that water will be able to drain off quickly. come on, urgh.

CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nobody cares how many moles, particles 1 compound have. wth. Maybe only chemists.

I thought about my great grandma today. It seemed like she just passes away lasy nov, but no, it have been already 1 year. I regret not spending enough time with her last time and taking her for granted. The loss of her really made me understand that i have to treasure things that are noow. I don't think i have made it anw, i am still taking things for granted. But anw, things arent nice now, so i don't need to treasure it. I really hope this ends like asap, so i wont be having emo bus rides anymore. I don't like to take bus cos i would think a lot on the bus but i also like taking bus so i got time to think about thins. Irony.

back to study, cos i gna watch death note later! kenichi matsuyama((: a lot people leaving kenichi matsuyama alone after haruma muira came out. haha.

today is MCR day cos i have been listening to their songs since i started using the laptop. eh no, in between got jay's sonngs.

can someone go www.jaycn.com and tell me if it is working. as in it don't bring to you to this mp3 downloads website stuffs. It should bring you to a jay forum. tell me please...

grace, i am missing him)):

Sunday, April 13

i dont understand why mstan Y.F called us back for remedial when we totally slacked the entire 1 hr. It was practically having a chit chat session. Today Evia attempted to style jq hair but didnt seem quite a difference. haha.

i am trying to study geog, but i cant. my eyelids are falling falling and i would be sleeping like real soon. & i am just gna fail both geog and chem. Tomorrow from 8 to 11, i wont be touching my books at all. I would be waking up at nearly 12, then slack until 2 plus. Maybe i need to go out, & there goes another day.

Someone is making me crazy like lol. I dont know what's going through that person's mind. 1 moment, i felt that everything was okay. But the next, everythin changes. Weirdo, not me but that person. LOL

I am at someone's house now. Playing games with him and perhaps i would just sleep at his house. lol. bye.

Saturday, April 12

Heavy rain today, big jam outside school, lol. 2 lanes become 3 lanes. i guess if i was a driver, i would never be able to reach school fast, cos i would keep giving way for other cars and don't dare to cut in between cars. wahaha.

JessieLim was crazy today. caught attire by her early in the morning, suay. "Tuck in your shirt girl" WTH. yesterday blim, today jessie. Then she went into our class and offed all the fans. Whats the matter with her? She asked us to pick up litter in the classroom then tuck in shirt blahblah. By the time she walked past our class, mrstan was already in class so she did not come in. & she was carrying a ball, wonder which suay person's ball kena confiscated.

Sat at Joshua's place today, cos Joshua sat at JingXuan place and Jx sat at my place. then grace changed place with sandy and we sat together. grace, i miss sitting with you, although now you are talking a lot more senseless, and ur commonsense a bit not up to standard.

Slacked at 308 after school today. Not exactly slacking, was like helping grace do her hair back to normal. Evia put a lot wax on her(grace) hair and attempted to style it but she failed. 4 plus then leave school.

Tmr dont think going gym, need study geog and chem. i don't know if i am able to study. This time i really worry a lot for my mid years. How can people take their book, sit at their table, every single day for many many hours to study & HAVING THEIR FACTS IN THEIR HEAD. some are plain muggers, but stupid muggers. lol. Can someone teach me how to mug for hours everyday? i think i really need it now. I am gna have a show marathon after the mid years. in fact, i got a lot of things to do. haha.

Physics and Chemistry sucks! i am glad i did not take triple science, cos i realised i got no talent in science at all. totally zero! & i don't know what the heck mrschang talking about moments, inertia, stability. Stupid. i am just gg to fail both sciences again-.-"

Long time since i typed such a long post. i need a new blogskin.

Friday, April 11

my last post was 6 April. i got things to blog but i forgot.

1. MY HAIR IS RUINED.

2. I know i got to study but i simply cant.

3. My computer crashed, or rather my monitor spoilt.

4. Grace, i suggest you really go see a doctor, it is good for you and me. & stay happy with him.

5. 千山万水 is a nice song! want to listen?
http://cn.jaycn.com/dispbbs.asp?boardid=66&ID=818312&replyID=818312
It is a song jay submitted for olympics, i seriously hope it will get in!

6. I gna study.

7. Picts to post but i am lazy.

8. I realised i like typing in point form.

9. Today geog lesson, mrkoh asked what solution can there be for logging? & joanne said logout. lol. & i wonder why logging can be linked to what mrkoh said. lol

10. i need my FRINGE, FINGERS to grow as long as possible.

11. steph, joanne and zoe are disgusting. they are lesbians, totally!!

12. i want to go taiwan! grace is like making me so jealous everytime.

13. i want to go overseas with friends)):

14. today i keep bending down my head. wahahhaa

15. my points are so random de. lol.

16. JJ i will miss you, it is a pity that you are leaving the yanyiquan)):

Monday, April 7


1. wasted another day. shall study while watching death note later.

2. watching jay's vids again. & i saw a vid of him and chuhe at bugis. & i heard CHEN CHU HE! shouted by steph, me and weird people who kept bullying me and steph. lol.

3. chem retest tmr. i not scared that i will fail again, cos that is confirmed de. i scared i get lesser marks than my first test, lol.

4. wth, i went my grandma house, main purpose to see my brother. but he was out for work, so i cant see him. 2 weeks never see him already!!!

5. sms buddy is back! after don't know how many months.

6. jay you suck. like real



Sunday, April 6

i hurt my toe doing, i hit it against the sofa. i limped all the way from my house to my grandma's hse, & i am still limping-.-"

yeejun taught me geog, how to calculate bearing, gradient. hahaa. & i wanted to teach her indices but i had to go home already. i did not mug today, i only did my ss and chem hmewrk. and i need go out tmr, that means my weekends are gone again!

off to watch jay's vids again.

i cried in front of my cousin today.
i think she also xia dao bah.
i never expected to cry in front of her before.
thanks for her comfort and i guessed i should learn from you.
but your problem seemed to settle quite a bit already
but mine is still in a big mess, perhaps a bigger mess.

my eyes are aching.
twice today, over the same issue.



stephanie is really obsessed, crazy over my SWEETHEART ):




1. i am going to STUDY later, yes dionne is gna study! but i don't know study what-.-

2. supposed to go gym with liyan and jiaqian de, but both liyan and me were too tired. sorry jiaqian.

3. can someone ban my compt from tudou so i cant watch any vids from there(if that really happens, i guess i will peng kui)

4. i am on page 15 of tudou(jay). i realised got many crap there, but got some vids i nvr watch before, very shuang. i watched one interview yesterday which was damn long, but i wasn't bored. cos the thing they discussed quite interesting and somethings i don't even knw..

5. i want jam's album. someone go taiwan and steal some recorded songs for me(if there is)

6. i don't know if i should on the laptop while studying..

7. i suck, like always. many question marks in my mind. why am i? why would i? why would they? why would he? ahhhhhh

8. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

9. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARUMA MIURA! i bet those ppl feng-ing him now would be like "It's haruma's birthday!!! omg. " if i still feng-ed him like in the past, i would also, i guess.

Saturday, April 5


no chem retest today, don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing. i failed my physics also, can someone just tutor me science, i just suck at both.
dionne: patty hou sucks to the core.
grace: i suck to the mantle.
How lame can she get? & the worst thing is that she don't admit it. today was watching ylbfb, i see xiaozhu i keep thinking of her. her actions, gan jue very alike to xiaozhu. he so suay.

i need to increase my confidence level, my patience level, the way to express myself, the way to control myself from saying things that aren't right.

went home by bus today again. i broke my own record, this who week i never eat fast food at all. i went home straight after school, no mac, no kfc, no pizzahut, no ljs. tell me i rock. i heard it, thanks.
liyan: which year you think passed most fast?
dionne: huh? can month or day not?
liyan: can.
dionne: 18jan08 fastest. 19jan08 slowest.
i shall not elaborate why. haha or else i gna fang kong like a RETARD.

i realised the most real smile is when i talk about somebody i like, esp HIM!!! whenever i talk about him, i just cannot stop smiling to myself, some people may think i am crazy, but i really like him. you cant stop me from liking him unless you tell me he killed someone purposely, raped someone. He is just too perfect, sometimes i really wonder how can such a person exist?!

i need to start mugging from tmr onwards. It is a MUST! haha.

Mid Yr Exams SHOO SHOO SHOO

Friday, April 4

what the heck is with me.
a lot of things are crossing my mind now.
a lot a lot a lot a lot.




i shall write in point form again-.-"

1. i think i hurt someone. i am sorry. i don't know what's up with me today. even a third party knows about it, so i think it is quite obvious. There is just this very guai feeling between us, esp after that msg yesterday. i don't even understand me, i don't even understand why i would agree to lalalalalalala. Hope you see this, i am terribly sorry.

2. went home by bus again, with sylvia & liyan. long time never go back with sylvia le.

3. i asked penglaoshi what words to test for one chapter! omg!!! chinese period i guessed i was kinda emo-ing. i did not talk much, grace they all were like talking a lot but i did not go join them. nowadays sometimes go sit beside yangle( nice person), and lalalalalalalalalala. yangle rock i tell you, he always help me find where the teacher is talking about when he see me quite blur. lol.

4. lalalalalalalalala you are making me crazy.

5. i watched 2 videos of jam today only. i am glad cos finally i am watching jay's vids again. i am gna start from page 1 of tudou. cos youtube i think shld watch de all watch le. shld be. cos i keep watching repeated videos-.-"

6. lalalalalalalalala one moment this, another moment that.

7. there is chem re-test tmr and i nvr bring back my chem textbook. i think i am not gg to study chem today anw. i guessed i totally gave up on this topic already. & i am 100% sure that mid year will come out a lot of this.

8. mid year is approaching, i know. i keep telling myself to study, but in end, i did nothing.

9. my wishlist :
(1) Jay's book
(2) Jay's every single album/The One Concert/ Imcomparable concert CD
i think i need to go TS and find, sadddd. China version..
(3) lalalalalalalala
(4) stop having lalalalalalalala in my posts.

10. i suck.

11. everything about my life NOW, this very moment, suck like shit.

12. This a post with a lot of loopholes.

Thursday, April 3

i just watched a jam's video and i cried.

jam, thankyou for letting me cry
though not very can de cry
but still u let me cry.
i have already tried to cry for very long
& finally.



i smiled to myself cos i think whatever i thought yesterday was untrue. perhaps is because i think too much. wahahahha, i think at that point of time, i looked like a total retard. haha.

JJ was really kidding yesterday. perhaps because of that post, some JM will start to hate him for cheating their feelings, lol.

today what she said of me, i dont know if i should feel pissed or can kui. when i first heard it, i was really pissed. then while walking i was thinking, what made her say this? perhaps its my fault.

i wonder how i managed to hide everything so well. i don't show it out. i think i really rock. but sometimes, i just tend to keep quiet and don't feel like talking. i will become sylvia, just sit there, listen music and say nothing.

sometimes being alone is not as bad as what i always thought.



yeah i know you love his dimples.
p.s ignore the first pict, that sunglasses. -.-" you must understand that was taken like ages ago.

Wednesday, April 2


Jay is finally back in taiwan. Lucky fans were able to play basketball with him.

I am loving his signature. If only i can have his signature....



my 300th post.

31 march 08

307 owned, like seriously. even though siying and joy was not there for the individuals, the others we owned like siao.
Star Runners of the day from 307:
1. Ti Kiat ( didnt expect him to run so fast, i was like WOW when i saw him run. esp during the 4 x 400m, suddenly he just went zoooooooooom, and off he went. then me and grace were like cheering.)

2. Park ( i apologise for last time. haha. i shall not say what it is, i am wondering if my old posts did mention about him, the ahem. )
3. Daniel
4. Minghe
5. Nick
6. Grace
7. Kiat Hoon ( i didnt know she can run so fast. kiathoon, ni mai muo ni de tian fen)
8. Yang Er
9. Charissa

1st for the following( from minghe's blog)
4 x 100m GIRLS kiathoon, yanger, char, grace
4 x 100m BOYS park, tikiat, daniel, minghe (not sure)
4 x 400m BOYS park, tikiat, daniel, minghe
400m BOYS ( Finals) park
100m BOYS daniel
200m BOYS daniel

If sy and joy were there........

i remembered yesterday
1. when Park ran for his first event, we were super high. The guys started shouting Park, then we girls shouted too then we all ran down to the grasspatch and cheered together.

2. 800m event, park seemed like he was very very tired. then he was like at the other side, then the guys were like shouting, PARK BU YAO PAO LE, BU YAO PAO LE. hahahha! then we girls started asking him to come back also, lol. it was damn funny. then when he was close to us, minghe was like keep shouting dont run already, hahha.

3. After every single event, we were shouting, screaming, cheering, jumping, hugging(some). & other classes people kept looking at us. lol.

1 April 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEJUN!!! SISTERS FOREVER><

did not want to go school but mom did not allow. nvm. April's fool day, did not become a fool today. or maybe i just became one.
Joanne asked me to read a post by JJ today and i tell you, i nearly cried.
http://www.jjfusion.com/
he said he is going to quit his music career on 10th April 2008. He said he is not going to be a singer anymore but just concentrate on his JFJ Productions. Please tell me it is a joke, a joke, A JOKE! i shall wait tomorrow, with Joanne and JJ fans for JJ to tell us that he is joking. i seriously hope so. If he said this in the past, i will perhaps cheer for many days, but now, NO WAY!!

enrichment was nice today, watching this jap anime. damn cute and funny. and it was fun esp without a duck of course.


i am really lost.
i don't know what you think of me?
i don't know if you are irritated by me.
i really don't know and i want to know.
i really care about what you think of me.