I'm normal!

		I'm loving it! But you put on quite a show, really had me going. But now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing. That was quite a show, very entertaining. But it's over now Go on and take a bow.

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Sunday, May 30 History Boomz Saturday, May 29 Wheeeeeeee Friday, May 28 All of a sudden, I feel lost. But whatever, it's the HOLIDAYS! Thursday, May 27 Listening to The Era album always makes me want to post something here. Im in school, wondering what I should study for GP. Give me a break! The day is ending, I thought it was high today? So what's wrong? ): I did stupid things again zzz. Looking back at photos make me wonder, am I really moving on what? I really need to know cus the reaction was not what i expected. Perhaps, I was just trying to escape cus I felt lost. But, what's the reason to explain this situation now? I feel like a bitch! Haha. Recently, there's a lot of decisions to make. For a 17 year old KID, some things arent really my main priority but I seem to have placed the greatet emphasis on them. This holidays, would be a great time to sort out some things. Time for private :D Wednesday, May 26 Before I die for the night, I decided to start ranting. Today in school, i realised i have been 'criticising' a lot of people ever since I stepped in JJ. This is not me, I wonder what's wrong. But some people deserved the -.- look manxzxz. Actually I can only think of 2 now. Okay, tomorrow will be a brand new start. I don't care what you think about me, I don't care how you treat me, JC life will be over soon (: The 3 of us, something is really wrong. What I have been doing recently is such a waste of time. Seriously no point, but I just find myself doing lots of stupid stuff recently. Holidays would be a good time to rest (: I hate and love distances at the same time, what a freak! I see myself dropping deeper every single day. Shivering for no reason Tuesday, May 25 HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR (: hope you enjoyed today and seeya on the 2nd week of june! (: Saturday, May 22 Had fun at Yobo's house just now (: Happy time dancing singing acting complaining seducing laughing smiling sleeping! I'm like so comfortable at home now, while poor sylvia is at camp. But I bet she is having lots of fun since I did not receive any text from her! Oh pls, how I wish I can be real sick tomorrow. That barrier which I never wanted to build. Wednesday, May 19 I got to know the existence of this relative(saw her in the hospital few weeks back) but she passed away yesterday.... Life's really fragile, life's really unpredictable. A distant relative of mine, but I'm really feeling very upset that she left. The only thing that comforts me is that, i got to see her, i got to know her. It is fading Have been floating recently, but today just aint the day for me to float. A number of reasons to list, but i shall not. Once bitten, twice shy. Someone, please pull me out from this pile of shit. Impossible is the word, but I just got myself so much trouble. Sunday, May 16 You should reflect on yourself. Because, today I dreamt of you. Nothing sweet or interesting, i dreamt that you sent 8 msgs to me, all 8 msgs were asking me to do work for you. -.- Such a loser. Saturday, May 15 I have developed a love-hate relationship for the weekends.... At times, when you feel really depressed/lost, you really need someone familiar by your side. Thanks YOBO! :D A word can summarize everything I want to say. R E S E T Friday, May 14 Under the same roof (: Wednesday, May 12 This is definitely not the first time I'm doing this. But this time round, I see a clearer picture. I see a clearer you & me. In PW, we do alternatives and amalgamation. But, why is it that in real life, I can't find an alternative? I can't find a solution to amalgamate? Substitute. Tuesday, May 11 It is really tough to live a life like this... Can I return to myself? Monday, May 10 Had a fun time in LT5 today, let's go there for jamming/ballet sessions again! Hahhaa! Today was interact exco voting day, I remembered telling myself to try my best, I remembered Roger saying 'Dont disappoint me' BUT i actually gave up the chance today. You raise me up is playing now, too bad I can't sing now cus im on the bus ): Sunday, May 9 I cant bring myself to smile I was told by my mom that... I treasure my friends more than my family. How true is that?! Saturday, May 8 THIS/THAT/THOSE/WE/THEY/HE/HER/ME just make my JC life suck even more. Maybe I should just shut up. Tuesday, May 4 Whatever I'm doing now is nt appropriate, all the missing of lessons + being late for school, you shouldnt be doing this. But i realise, tests/exams are so frequent that.... I no longer develop any feelings for them, when I should not cus they determine my ptomotion status. I'm so bored here, someone come save me!!! Monday, May 3 GREAT JOB keep it up! Moving on has never been so easy. Really deprived of TRAVELLING, really need to take a plane and just fly off to another country. I need a break, and a long one please. All I can do now is to dream. I just ended my long day, I can't wait to sleep. Going to Hort Park + Vivo City + Sentosa in a day aint a very good idea. Busy week ahead.. I have got to head down to Stadium tmr night.. I may have to head back to JJC on Wed.. I have NAPFA test on Thurs (2.4KM zzz).. I have MI test + Going back to NH after lessons + Heading to RP for JJC Talentime :D I need a very very good nap tomorrow before I leave my house. Somehow, I think I will be ill soon. Music has been a very good companion recently. It never fails to distract me from whatever I'm doing. I cannot imagine the scene happening back in my grandma house, I cannot imagine how anxious my grandma/aunty felt, I cannot imagine what would happen if he just left like that. BUT THANK GOD, he is safe, he will be safe. He, will return and bring joy to our lives again :D Take care, ah gong. Today will be a busy day. Please teach me how to look forward to whatever that's gna happen later.