Friday, January 29

I'm feeling so much better at JJC now, just that the subj combinations and the appeal just dampens my mood. But anyway, everything is all well and good. I'm looking forward to OC next thursday, hopefully i get a nice class so that i can have a great headstart!

Somehow i 'feel' a different you. I feel more loved and more protected, cus it seems like you are showing more concern (:

Thursday, January 28

It is always nice to meet up with old friends, really miss primary school days. Now that I'm gg to go on with my JC life 7 hours later, I feel old. 17 years, damnxzxzxzx. So met up with Shinyi, Chuxi, Ching Hun and ate/crapped/arcaded/tooth fairy-ed until Shao Jie came, he looked like he was going to die!






zoom zoom into his face~~~


they can't seem to grow up! hahahahha

meet up soon k? let's enjoy hcjc, ajc and jjc life!

Yep had fun yesterday, thanks guys. And thanks Shao Jie for that thing you bought from Beijing. And yoz bye. It is the first day of school and I'm dead tired already. Need to start getting used to waking up 9-11 hours before my normal time!

Wednesday, January 27

JJC.

All of a sudden, I feel like just staying there. But I feel like staying put there, convenience and everything. On the other hand, I hope I get into Nyjc. HAHA. Actually it is convenience and nothing else, oh.. air conditioned classrooms?

This is such a redundant post.

hi sylvia im so happy for you!!!!!!! not cus you got into sajc but because.......

Tuesday, January 26

Thanks for making me certain about some things.
Sudden emptiness.

God what's wrong with me.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Exhausted, mentally.

Sunday, January 24

Glad that Sandy was so kind to come out and meet me. Felt so much better. While waiting for her, i was so worried we would not be able to find each other as i could not use the keypads on my phone. Wanted to call her using public phone, but i had no telephone card no coin and i did not know her number. Really cant do wihout a phone lol. Couldnt explain how i felt when i saw her!!!!! LOL. Found out something very shocking, till now im still feeling quite shocked lol. Talked till 11 plus~~

Swimming tmr (:

Friday, January 22

I wonder if pork is still sleeping or she's just too lazy to go swim already. Yesterday, I actually managed to watch a movie at Orchard cineleisure at 11am. LOL. I'm so proud of myself!!! 5 months, that's how long I have already tolerated with all the nonsense you gave me. And the worse thing is..... ah forget it.

Monday, January 18

It is Jay's birthday today, he's 31 omg. Happy Birthday~ 2 years since the concert, time just passes so quickly, it is scary. At this rate, I'm really aging fast. Soon I will be 18, then 21 then ew.

I'm going to start having an enriching holiday from.. tmr onwards. All the things I wanted to do/buy since the start of 'O' Levels, I havent got the chance to do so. So.. though it is rather late now, I will want to give it a go. I'm going to try learning Jap again! Initially, I was supposed to go the centre I went before to learn, but it's too late now and I don't think I will have the time to do so when school starts. So, wish me luck yo.

To Jun, if you ever get to see this, (: we will all be behind you. I know it ain't easy, and I know you aren't that strong as you seem like, but I'm so glad you are not the kind of people I really dislike. I quote from your momma la haha, 拿得起,放得下,他算啥?K the last part I added it myself, but lol heeeeeeeeee (:

Pray that I get into NYJC pls

I need some sensitivity from you pls cus I'm dying no actually I'm not but lol pls?


Sunday, January 17

Hehehehehehehehehehehe I'm jealous of you-s

Wednesday, January 13

First post of the year, yet a disappointing one.

Results was disappointing, felt that I have a few people down. I'm sorry. For all these, I can only blame myself for not working hard enough.

Really glad when my brother called me when he was in army.
"You have done your best right? It's okay."

SJ refuses to pay for my cab fare and tempted me with BBQ chicken wings and asked me to take a mrt all the way from bukit batok to pasir ris. yoyoyo. What a friend!