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Monday, March 31 just heard 18jan concert(audio), && i am depressed again. how many times have i posted today??!! it is still JAM's and TianFuZhen's birthday. JAM singing Happy Birthday. i dedicate the song sang by jam to jam! hahaha.  ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JAMXIAOJINGTENG!!!& i just saw a vid of singapore fans and jam. ohh i am so jealous. i am addicted to JAM's 1. singing 2. his jia ying 3. his cute actions 4. he playing keyboard( he is like so damn pro playing it. ) 5. everything about him. But Jay is still the best, LOL. now is the non-busy period for jay, except his concerts, so no new pictures, no new videos. suddenly feel like writing in point form so here goes: 1. slept at 3 last night, was watching jam's videos. & i woke up at 10 plus today. super tired. 2. went gym with liyan. so many people there, i feel very paiseh. i cant run!! i very long nvr run already. 3. i very lazy go home myself so dad fetched me home. yay. 4. ate lunch with dad, talked about a topic i really dreaded. he said it all. 5. went home, mom watching SPOP. i just missed jam's performance. i was like wthwthwthwth! 6. i slept from around 3 plus to 8 plus. It is 11.11pm now!!! okay anw, i realised i can really sleep nowadays. 7. i need to iron my skirt later, i gna make the lines stay!! 8. i am addicted to jam's singing! 9. i am guilty cos i am hu lue-ing jay. haha. but no new videos of jay so cant blame me. got la, one interview about his movie but i watched a few mins, i decided not to watch anymore. he looked cute and shuai, but interview was boring. the interview was in jap, so you have to hear the interviewer talk in jap, then the translator then jay. so i gave it a miss. 10. May quick come, cos i want JAM's FIRST ALBUM!        i cried but no one knows. i tell xx and yy about it, but sometimes i just cant say it all. i can't tell my brother, i have to keep it all to myself. what if it really happen? what will i do? i never expected that this would happen to me, but now... this suck, this world suck, everything now suck. can someone just tell me what to do? i am really lost, i really don't know what to do to help solve everything. i have to act like nothing has happened. will i be able to smile tomorrow and treat it like nothing has happened. whats the use of a blog when i cant say anything. okay, perhaps people are just thinking i am merely emo-ing. you say i can't understand, you say i am too young to knw anything. i tell you, i understand totally. the worse thing is that when you told me about it, i have to act like i don't care. i cant scream, shout, cry in the public, not in front of strangers, not in front of you, not in front of her, not in front of my friends. tomorrow is another day, tomorrow i have other things to worry. i will just force myself to study or do things to keep me occupied so i wont think so much. i know both of you are suffering, or perhaps only one. but still, i am not someone who will be able to express my feelings. i got a lot to say but i just cant seem to say it out. someone please hug me and let me cry out loud. i am suffering, everything is inside but none can come out. GKFC members, i know you guys have been waiting very long for this, sorry to keep you guys waiting. In case you don't know, GKFC = Grace Kang Fan Club. Firstly, i have to say something, i am not in the fan club, cos whats so nice about Grace Kang? 1 bad news for you guys: - grace did not allow me to post videos on youtube & here, so i can't show you 1. her mvs 2. video of tailing her for one day - grace deleted some jingdian photos from the camera. i am very sorry for this, that is my mistake. cos i did not take the pictures from her immediately and so she could delete the photos. .jpg) ommmmggggggg!!! she is so cute!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh, wo yao feng diao le!  eh? so kawaii-neh!!! .jpg) doesnt she look gorgeous? .jpg) ugly pose of others will look good on your grace! .jpg) lucky fans of the day. they got a chance to get near grace cos they spent $500 above at apple. are you jealous? they were super near to grace that day, & grace wasnt showing her cou lian that day. she was smiling and smiling, like a retard. so unlike her, i mean the smiling part. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) the 3 pictures above will be in her 100th xie zhen shu. it will be out on 32april08. everybody must remember to buy it from the unpopular store.  this picture was taken yesterday, on her birthday. irritating you know, she walk everywhere, everybody wishing her happy bdae, then ask for signature. irritating, but cant help it, she is too famous! okay, done. i really want to show you guys the vid, but you can find me to see them or when grace allows me to post them. Sunday, March 30 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAM, YOU ARE 21 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE, YOU ARE 25 YEARS OLD!!!!! Saturday, March 29 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETHEART GRACE!!!!!!!!! i was watching my jam's vid and i unwillingly off-ed the compt to go school for maths remedial. then grace told said that she was not going to celebrate her bdae with us, so me steph and liyan went to je to eat. then halfway she told me that her drums lesson cancelled so asked us go orchard. this time, the whole clique went, yay, with evia. the main purpose go there is to celebrate grace's bdae but she left around 6 plus with evia. so the rest of us went to walk and left orchard around 10. reached home around 10.40pm. i am a jerk cos i ate jerk bbq today. okay, random. now is already 30 march but i shall post it as 29 march. 27march2008 1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JJ. you are 27, ohhh. joanne dont sad. 2. yesterday presented our proposal to whole sch, joanne and sylvia read it, the rest of us were hiding behind the curtain. the first assembly was 10.30, we started doing our proposal like half an hour before. it was damn rush, and the slides were not seen by any teachers yet and mrng just asked us to present. LOL. 3. pissed off with someone. 4. xianzheng attempted to teach me and grace chemistry but it did not help. lol. joel's explaination was better? i don't know. 4. slacked and crapped at kfc with grace until 6 plus. her mom fetched me to je mrt. 5. sleeping & studying chemistry at the same time. 6. we locked penglaoshi outside class. lol. today 1. i passed my chem retest! 2. i gna fail my chem and physics test! 3. yangle rock in chemistry. 4. ho kit is irritating. 5. another teacher commented about our class. 6. suddenly feel that penglaoshi very kelian. he teaching, we talking, sleeping, walking around the class. 1 more day to GRACE'S birthday! 2 more days to HEBE && JAMXIAOJINGTENG's birthday!!! 2 more days to YEEJUN's birthday. &&& JAMXIAOJINGTENG!!!!! i just spent hours watching his videos, && i love them. got some point of time, i feel that his actions a bit retard, i really want to know what he was thinking at that point of time. hahahaha. && just saw him PK xgb ppl, his singing really damn good. aska's singing is not as good as jam, thats the fact!!! what do you mean by you have given up? what do you mean by asking me not to blame you? what do you mean by whatever you said and actions. you 2 are really driving me up the wall. one pls stop your nonsense, another pls dont say such things. i have had enough, seriously. and the worst thing is that i cant dont interfere. Thursday, March 27 JAM'S BIRTHDAY IS ALSO ON 30MARCH!!! SAME BIRTHDAY AS HEBE!!!      JAM XIAOJINGTENG!!!!!!!!!! okay, chem retest today, and i seriously hope i can pass. but the test on friday, i CONFIRM will fail. tmr xianzheng gna teach me and grace chem, woots. but i need to read up tonight, hope i can study. i think jiaqian is fed up with me cos i keep zheng dui her. LOLOLOLOLOL. i think she think that i hate her, lol. i got the urge to upload more JAM'S pictures but i shall not, maybe i would. watching his videos since i came back, & my mom gna start working tmr, i gna be alone at home again. good thing or bad thing?! i don't know. watched bb match today, sec3 & sec 4. why is the leap years ad still on tv??!! lol i dont want to, but i cant seem to control. ahhhhhh, i am really going crazy. Wednesday, March 26  i got chem retest tmr, stupid. the easiest paper to score among all and yet i failed it. 7/25. dumb, depressing results. & this friday got another chem test, testing stuffs that i don't understand at all. i really need coaching but i am lazy. i doubt i can study today but i don't want have extra chem lessons. today stayed back for chem remedial, i was having a terrible headache, i don't understand a single thing. mrstan not gg to sch tmr again, perhaps the last time we have free time for maths? unless she falls sick but having her as form teacher for more than 2 years, she seems to be a very healthy teacher who DONT fall sick. haha. & there are 3 periods of english tmr, woots. edwards did not keep her promise-.- ASKA & JAMXIAOJINGTENG & YUMING & QIANNA!!!!!! xingguangbang craze now. haha.  hebe  hebe or qian na?(the one on the right) grace: qianna is not the one with a child dionne: really? (forgot what i say.) grace: she got 2 children. dionne: LOL! (laughing like siao already) dionne: is she married? grace: divorced liao, hahahahhahaha. then we were laughing like siao. 2 children, divorced. according to grace, she is married when she was 19. omgomgomgomg. grace, tsk, ur HEBE very jialat lehh. i got VIDEOS and pictures to upload but i am lazy. i still can smile in front of others((: i think it is over anw. Tuesday, March 25 i wasted one afternoon doing a stupid proj. &&&&&& i am really irritated by my mother! Monday, March 24  JOANNE I AM JEALOUS OF YOU! cos u get to TAKE A PHOTO WITH JJ(though got other ppl also) but still, very shuang lehh. If only, there is a jaychou and fans gathering, & i can take a photo with him. okay, i am imagining stuffs that might not happen afterall. gg grace's house to do du shu hui. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn Sunday, March 23 .jpg) GRACE NI HAO TONG KU. RETARD & MORON .jpg) .jpg) JIAQIAN NI ZAI ZUO SHEN ME? .jpg) .jpg)
 2 months and 4 days ago. i think i am really crazy. i am really missing the concert. i am supposed to be at IMM now, i am supposed to be feeling very sian/happy and excited now, but i am now using this fucking computer. i was feeling so lucky at first, cos i like him recently and can see him so fast, but i cant see him le. when will be the next time i can see him? okay, i think the sad person must be joanne. JOANNE CHEER UP(((: i am in love with jay's shoes. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!! i don't know how many hundreds of pair of shoes he has, but he seemed to be wearing different pair of shoes everytime, & mostly is nike. JJ forum suck. very sucky. very sucky. very sucky. so messy & nothing much inside. i did my maths TYS this morning, from 12 plus to 3. i didnt realise the time, i was doing doing doing then i realised, "eh, 3am le" hahaha. can some kind soul donate money to me?? i got albums, shoes, bags, clothes to buy. what happen to my post? the paragraphs so short de. i want to watch yuanlaiwobushuai, BUTBUTBUT i need to study. bleah. okay, something random. xiaxue's room is like so PINK! really pink. & her clothes accessories, mirror, everything. omg. 5 more days to JJ BIRTHDAY. 7 more days to 8 more days to HEBE BIRTHDAY. Saturday, March 22  someone from jcnet made this. yes, the unforgettable night. 180108. omgomgomgomg HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAQIAN!!!! went to celebrate jq's bdae today at suntec. ate at sizzler, i think the best food there was the icecream. haha. evia made one cup of icecream and gave to the people beside our table & one guy ate it. wahhh!! if u have read jq's blog, she have been like saying that we did not ask her out on friday and she was feeling very sad. not that we are heartless or dont remember her bdae, it was meant to be a surprise. okay, nvm. she cried a lot of times today. first time cos she shocked, the rest of the times i dont know why. i went out and i sat the lift with this guy. he came up from the 2nd flr to 6thflr, then go dwn 1st flr. when i came home just now, i sat the lift with this guy again. i think when he saw me in the lift, he also shocked dao. this time he sat from 2nd flr to 5th flr. so qiao, come out see him, come hme see him. hahhaa. TMR I AM GG TO JJ'S QIANCHANGHUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know when i am gg to stop gg crazy over him but i dont care that. & grace, stop criticizing him or giving the -.- face when u hear his name.. am i dionne?? hahhaa. anw, i gna see him. WOOTS!!!! & eew, got jinsha tmr. sian la. i got a lot of stuffs to buy. a lot a lot a lot.       1st pict - innocent looking 2nd pict - fat! 3rd pict - cute 4th pict - the one on the left 5th pict - is this the pict shown in the cyber wellness talk?? super fit!!!! 6th pict - his bangs so thin. his mom so young, compared to now. i need to study. i gna do maths tys later. MOY is coming, & i am going to flunk it. Friday, March 21 i signed up for JJ forum! omg. i mean who would expect me joining his forum? but he is super cute really! i want to post his picts but i lazy siah. last last year, i just deleted A LOT of pictures of him, cos i hated him like siao. but now??!! i am crazy over him. && perhaps perhaps perhaps(grace!) i gna see himm on saturday! sometimes, i feel that i think too much. i feel like i am a big failure. i feel that i cant succeed in any aspects whether it is studies, interests or what. i still don't know what i am good in. like what grace says, i can't do a lot of things. simple acts, i have to think for very long. i tried but i failed. sometimes when i am feeling damn bad i have to act like i don't care i have to act like nothing has happened. perhaps some people might think that i am hard to understand thats because i dont understand myself. we lost to 301 when we should not. nvm, we cant do anything or whatever. everybody like all say 307 surely own and we lost to a "goal". we shall own the other classes in sports day. today's assembly was okay. the first cyber wellness talk which i dont find boring, except for all the facts and blah. the video was funny, &&& i saw jaychou picture, but the heading was stupid. that pict i nv see before, i think it is taken in his early days, when he was still fit. that pict can see how fit he was, now? fats coming out, but he is looking better now. i dont know why, just feel that he got more ge xing now, with a shuai-er face, a cooler/cute personality. early in the morning, JL came in to our class and asked us to stand up for pledge taking, and to put on our ties. she said that she wont give chance to our class. whats that supposed to mean?? & i feel that 307 teachers are giving up on us, one by one, except mrs tan? 307 teachers are acting as if they really care about our class, really want us to improve, really helping us, but deep in their heart, 307 is a slacky class with results that will never meet their expectations. && i am paying attention in physics lesson, omg. && i finished reading the dushuhui de book, one story during chinese period. lili said that i always look happy also. do i really have the very happy face?! Thursday, March 20  2008  2004? 2005? arnd there. the young and old. but the 2008 doesnt seem very old, but he is old. okay, enough. people are seeing mas selamat everywhere. & i haven start packing my files. grace rest well & get well soon. stop scaring me like how u did today. i think 302-306 ppl must be thinking what the heck me and joanne are doing. keep walking past their class. i finally seen the weak side of grace today((: chem test today, hope i dont fail until very jia lat. & during chem spa, that liyang so fierce. actually ok la, but still, nvm, i dont care. & sandy said that i seem to be very happy everyday. i was like really? recently a lot of ppl say i seem very happy, which i dont think so. but nvm, just treat it like i am very happy! ok, i am crapping. yesterday during morning assembly, my name was called out. shocked. stupid, whole clique's name was called out except joanne. according to lingyuan, last year during student planning day, we came out with an idea of sch bonding. we slacked throughout the whole student planning then at the end, we gl the councilor so go write that. who knows, our 'idea' is approved. wth and we need to do a proposal??!! dumb. i am listening to The Leap Years OST. The songs are rather nice. but i haven hear the song i like. today mstanyifang showed us a blog entry of her friend. apparently, the friend of hers is damn pro in her english. so her blog entry was more of a essay? our class suddenly seemed very interested during class when she showed us the blog entry. If i could ever write such blog entry, i think i would be the president of singapore. sounds funny but that is to imply that i will never be able to write those kind of blog entry. haha. k i shall go pack my files in the compt. delete unnecessary stuffs, but all like very necessary. i want clear jaychou picts cos there are a lot! but i dont know delete what. stupid. && i need to renew jaychou picts in my phone. ohhh & new songs too. I FOUND THE SONG!!!! I HEARD THE SONG!!! YAY!!! WOOTS~  i am alone again at home again. when i am alone, i complain. when i am with my parents, i complain. what exactly do i want? Tuesday, March 18 Simple Plan - Welcome to my life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies But deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked (Welcome to my life lyrics by me) When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lies straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my guitar Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into.. Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see. i have something to share that i just realised. JJ IS VERY CUTE><  There was this sec3 camp briefing to west malaysia. i am very excited but i very scared also. i shall not say what i am scared of, but by june, i hope that i can ke fu. hahaha. grace, mark my words!! i hope so. 17june-20june! woots. but i very worry my grouping siah, stupid co. && i got 15 cca points, wth. i want to continue CO but i will nvr go back, NEVER!!! && i miss tianxiao!!!!! shinyi told me she saw him in the CO room today, awwww. but i think if i see him, i will run away cos like i stopped his lessons without even telling him. haha. my brother maybe going to come back and stay? some problems happen, bad stuffs. that's not a good thing. stupid, i am really sick and tired of all the quarrellings. i will really go crazy one day!!! Monday, March 17 went out to eat with my brother today. the food sucks, can tell that my brother wasnt very happy anw. i knw tt he dislikes celebrating with family, but nvm. then the adults were buying stuffs from ntuc, i walked with brother. got this sudden an quan gan, very shuang. && i keep staring at strangers today. shit. more people are liking haruma miura ever since sky of love was in cinema since 6march. then msn messenger, a lot of girls's pm was HARUMA MIURA VERY CUTE, love him or whatever la. hahhaa. but true la, he's damn cute((: but now i not so crazy over him le. the crazy period was over. but nvm, let me post a picture of him. i am finding a pict of him in beanie! okay i cnt find so i shall not post. i am just lazy. hahha!! see 1st march post. got his picts((: i think i am not sure myself too. i want it to end, but did it even start? perhaps it is another misunderstanding again? Sunday, March 16 bad day totally. && this is the first year i did not see my brother for the entire day on his birthday. this sucks, seriously. hope he likes the shirt i bought for him anw. i am always in the wrong. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVANSEEYIHUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg, u are 17?? that's old. i know u are waiting very impatiently for 18 years old. so that u got the rights to smoke and do a lot of things right? happy working & studying? plsplspls, concentrate on ur studies k? promote to sec5 this year. i know u also dont like ur sch, so graduate le, dont need go tt ****-ing sch already what. aiya, nvm, i dont know if you will see this also. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! you better buy me a better present this year! you owe me! fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do you not know why i am so pissed with you? do you not know why i am always showing you attitude always complaining, don't make me blurt out everything. you think u loud then win ar? i am already tryin to control, but you are always the one making my blood boil. i am supposed to think about hte good things you have done for me. but whenever i do that, ur evil/fucking actions of yours just make me give you that face. you are obviously the one at fault, but now it is as if its my fault. you are really driving me to the corner. how i wish i can don't talk to you forever. i shall try, but afterall i would still be scolded. what's the point of being my family member when you are not there for me for anything? i am supposed to tell you when i go out, did you? u said i always sms you last time when i go out, did it ever cross ur mind why i didnt even bother to tell you anything? i give up, i dont want to care anymore. if anything happens, or i blurt out smth suddenly, it's ur fault, not mine! you are the one that causes everything now. hope you wake up, like seriously! Saturday, March 15 my cousin keep saying that my blog is emo. my blog emo then urs what? lol. i am very happy(((((: so why would i be emo? yesterday talked on the phone with grace 2 hrs plus. then after that go watch show until 3 plus. watching love contract now for the sake of mikehe. hahhaa, the show is boring but getting more interesting now. but still boring la, but i want watch cos of my mikehe!! hahaa. gg out soon. i am forcing myself to believe lies. isit true? i don't know myself. i want to celebrate my bro's birthday with him, but he gg out with his friends. how do u expect me to go with his ah bengs and lians?? Thursday, March 13 for once, i shall say that grace is nice. see the previous post, & you will know it. cos she typed the whole thing for me, she understands me so well, striking off the fake stuffs. thankyou((: my sweetheart & sucker. me & grace are GUAI cos we stayed back for chemistry lessons, not like some people who are HUAI & went off. Can i ask a question? Does staying back for lessons mean that you are guai, & not staying back for lessons mean you are huai? i am really wondering. okay yah anw, after sch, grace went to my house to slack. at first wanted to do work together, but ended up only she was doing it. i was watching my jaychou videos and surfing the net for pictures. starting when i on the jaychou taipei concert dvd, grace was there screaming like siao, really felt like i was in the concert. i kept bugging her to watch the concert sayin got a lot of cute parts, hahah, sorry! then we were watching the 3mins mu hou hua xu, & she started making me jealous by saying S.H.E mu hou is like so damn long. hahhaa, then i nearly made her cry, by making her feel that she was near hebe, at the concert & blahblah. i dont know what is that thing called la, but yah anw, she was like waving MY lightstick which i brought to the concert. stupid, i dropped one of the lightstick there. okay, whatever. We would like to inform you that your order is confirmed and payment has already been debited from your account for the following event: 周杰倫2008世界巡迴演唱會 Jay Chou World Tour 2008 Singapore Indoor Stadium Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:00 PM 2 tickets(s) at $198.00 plus Service Fee of $2.00 per ticket Total Cost: $400.00 Seat(s) offered : Section:PAA-1 Rows:4 Seats:3,4 Delivery : Collection from Authorised Agents : S$0.20 i koped this from my mom's inbox. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. in the morning, i was randomly playing music on my phone, then was FA RU XUE(singapore concert version 18JAN08)i nearly cried i tell you. 2 months 23 days ago!!!! (1)JAYCHOU IS A FLIRT, ACCORDING TO WHAT MISSJOLINTSAI SAYS. i dont know if it is the fact but it seems real. nvm, i dont care. That's jay somehow, but not admitting isnt a thing to compliment & be proud of. but who cares, except those JOLIN's FANS. Jay's fans dont say NO when ppl call jay a FLIRT. so hahaha. 時間回到2005年2月，當「他」和女主播首度傳出緋聞，Jolin第一時間求證，「但他跟我說沒有」。後來在東京代官山逛街的「勾脖」親密照片見報、鐵證如山，「他還是跟我說，那是大家要他們合照」。但事實勝於雄辯，Jolin一方面相信自己所見，一方面在他提分手時，竟還想著「有什麼方式可以繼續」，她說：「還是會捨不得。」 (2)& JOLIN FANS ARE SCOLDING JAYCHOU!!! WHAT THE HELL. 唉 好替公主報不平 都是那個周先生害的ˊˋ 劈腿 有夠#%^#^&$^%$@#*^*$@)( 但是現在公主也放下了 加油 祝福公主趕快找到真命天子噢 不管是誰 一定都比那個周先生好9000000000000000000億倍拉 = ] i didnt know that i could be so happy talking to my brother on the phone. perhaps, if he is still staying at home, i would confide in him almost everything. i see him like once a week, that is provided if i go down to my grandma's house. Or else i would only see him for like once in a fornight or even more. & that few hours is not enough but i cant help him. If his friend was also there, i would just shut up and look elsewhere. & keep fiddling with my handphone.Then i would eavedrop on their conversations & smile to myself like a retard when i hear something funny. i pursuaded him to go home, but he did not want. but somehow, i am also scared that if he moves back, i would quarrel with him everyday like before. i dont know. Now i only hope that everyone who is looking down on him to look up upon him. Especially my aunties, uncles, cousins, his teachers and some other relatives. In the past, everything wrong would be linked to my brother. Even if he is not at fault, nobody gave him a chance to let him explain.& my brother starts to get fed-up and started quarelling, in the end, he landed himself into a pile of shit too. i mean like comeon, does it mean that my brother will never have a turning point in his life, maybe someday, ALL OF YOU HAVE TO LOOK UP YO HIM, RESPECT HIM. I know all my aunties, uncles will never see this, but i just want to let them know, nobody is perfect. My brother is not, NEITHER ARE THEY. just suddenly felt so bu zhi for my brother. He is always there to care for me & worry for me. Though he beat me in the past, i dont blame him at all. i just want to be closer to my brother & let those irritating people know how good my brother is. If you dont give him a chance, when will you expect to see a change in someone? god, i hope my brother dont see this. i realise i have been spending very little time with my parents recently, for example a typical school day. i see them in the morning before i go sch, then i will settle my own lunch. when i go home, nobody is at home. sometimes, i even have to settle my own dinner, then at night, watch tv throughout, nothing much. isit true that when you grow up, you got lesser stuffs to talk to ur parents. i never share with them any secrets before or tell them anything very personal, i realise i dont have someone to complain/share stuffs with. NICE ONE DIONNE. there is just this very different feeling. is it over? -.- HELLO RENMEN-S. I've decided to tell you about myself today. As I realised that you people have misunderstood me terribly. Therefore, I am here to clarify things. 1) I AM LAME, LIKE REALLY. (why? cos i was influenced by a crazy girl named grace. THANK YOU!) 2) I AM ZHUAI, 3) 4) I CAN'T SPEAK PROPERLY. 5) I HAVE SMALL EYES 6) 7) 8) I AM NICE Okay anyway, news on my beloved Jay!!! HE IS SO OLD OMG. and his leg is so hairy. Hebe rocks wooh. Okay take care people gonna g watch jay concert DVD :) Grace is very nicely screaming for him, awh. byebyeeee :) Tuesday, March 11 stupid day. remedial lessons = crapping and not listening in class. SHORT AND SWEET! i think i have fallen deeper and deeper. it is really difficult to bluff myself and others. i don't want to carry on like this. tell me to stop, please. Monday, March 10 okay, new blogskin thanks to grace. looks like hers somehow, cos is she do de, but nvm. i like the bground!!! shall blog when i come back. Saturday, March 8 i feel very helpless. Friday, March 7 short short post~ i don't want to go school tomorrow, i need to persuade my mom to let me pon sch. if i only have a mom like steph's. i am abnormal today, i don't know why, yaye. iwantmybrothertocomeback,whenwillitbe?cantwespendmoretimetogether? iregretnotcherishingyouwhenyouareathome.sorry. what am i to you? just someone to make use of, or someone you really care? i don't want to complicate stuffs so i shall simply keep quiet. i admit i can be selfish at times too. perhaps i am not the right person. sorry. Thursday, March 6 HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENICHI MATSUYAMA!!!!! && i love xianzheng gor!! i didnt know he was my gor until he told me but yah. he is more concerned about my results than me, wahahha!! THANK YOU!!! i feel like today is friday, i don't know why. i have been slacking ever since after common test, i don't know it is a good thing or not. i am now listening to songs i never hear before cos i am sick of songs already in my mp4(except jay's) when i want listen to his song, i will listen for the whole day, if i don't want, i will just listen one song and end of it. hahhaa. shyt, why am i crapping? next week march holidays! but still must go back sch siah, && 307 doesn't want to go back so many days so we are practically squeezing all in 2 days. monday - chemistry(8-9), maths(9-11), physics(11.30-1?) wednesday - maths(9-11), chemistry(12-2) i simply think there is no need for chemistry's remedial cos in the end, i will still not understand anything so whats the point.. Music By: The Corrs Lyrics By: Andrea Corr I haven't slept at all in days It's been so long since we've talked And I have been here many times I just don't know what I'm doing wrong What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there There's only so much I can take And I just got to let go And who knows I might feel better, yeah If I don't try and I don't hope What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there No more waiting, no more, aching No more fighting, no more, trying... Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine I'm just going to let it fly... What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there What can I do to make you love me What can I do to make you care What can I say to make you feel this What can I do to get you there And love me...love me....love me. you idiot, always making me smile((: Wednesday, March 5 i am addicted to The Corrs' songs. I listened to their songs when i was in primary songs && now i am addicted to it again. hear the song now, nice right??!! PENGLAOSHI I HATE YOU. Do you know u are very irritating?? && missedwards, i dont know what you say about 307, but whatever u say, bad definitely, i dont like you. i am getting confused. you you you you you you you you you???!!! Tuesday, March 4 yay, today is a very suay day. 1. my attire just cant seem to look normal. 2. i realised that my shoe is still wet and so i cant wear it. i need to find another pair, & so i wore one stupid ugly pair of shoes to school. 3. was nearly late for school. mrstan warned me again. 4. limyun(if that is her name) came to find me to meet mschng cos she wants to meet me regarding CO matters. 5. talked to mschng and mrseow in front of CO members, damn it. so paiseh la. i think that both mschg and mrseow at that point of time can already tell that i very bs and was showing them attitude. i didnt bother to even say more than 10 words to them. i was like yah, ar, orh, huh. wth. 6. attire caught by nicholas liu, stupid!! ps siah. 7. called by msedwards to read a short passage, stupid. && i wanted to listen to jay's song in my dad's car but i was doing that fcuking shoe so i did not get to listen to any songs. luckily, on the way back, i heard caihong((: i knw this is stupid, but the gan jue very shuang, like all the suay things then finally smth nice. another thing nice- DNYBY!!! && i am a civilised person. Sunday, March 2 .jpg) 307 gals(((: [some]  thats grace's hair!    my geog punishment(got more)  mrjameskoh telling Hadley "da dao li". who ask me go transfer class ar. only knw how to stick with 204 ppl. he very kelian actually, he walk past our class we keep looking at him! haha.  joanne  jiaqian    retard-.-"   bags in umbrellas. dnt knw which class. |