I'm loving it!
But you put on quite a show,
really had me going.
But now it's time to go,
curtain's finally closing.
That was quite a show,
very entertaining.
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow.
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Friday, June 29
yoohoo! my computer is back to normal but i cant connect my phone to the computer. it is so
irriating. i just listened to jay new song. it is so nice but i simply cant download it now. this song
is so nice and the mv is also extremely nice. i know i am one day late from the actual day the
song is released but u cant blame me, yesterday my compt was down=(
now i worry, is the movie gonna be shown in sinagapore. i seriously dont think so! a lot of people
are like so concerned if the mobvie is gonna be shown in singapore! i think i will be so damn sad
if it is really not shown in singapore. i think i will be very emo.
at first i say i wan post on fahrenheit today but i shall not do it now. i dont have the mood to post on them.
signed off.

Tuesday, June 26
first day of school? how good was it?? i would say fine. started lessons and i am still in holiday mode. 3 new teachers came our class today. literature teacher miss poon, physics teacher mr chew jee keen. he has a lot of E in his name though. haha. the most imporatant thing is that he is born in the same year as jay! one more teacher i seriously dont know his name, he will be our maths teacher. i very scared i will not do well for maths because change new teacher. i mean mrs tan is so good in teaching maths and i am alredy getting used to already and now want change this teacher. sigh.
ok. i am now at jay forum as usual. and i got another windows which is youtube and guess who i am watching!! FAHRENHEIT. is it a miracle?? not that i like them just tha i want see how 'good' they can sing and i just found a video that i think they will lip syncing!!!! don believe me?? watch it yourself. in case you dont know, they cant sing and for that performance, it was like extremely good for them. wacth it yourself.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HLDc_OoQxl4

Monday, June 25
A - amelia

B - brandon

C - chiam eunice

D - daniel

E - elaine

F - fong ting

G - grace

H - huang rong

I - NOBODY

J - joanne

K - kun wei

L - lingyuan

M - marcus lim

N - nicholas pek

O - olivia

P - pei lin

Q - NOBODY

R - rachel

S - sylvia

T - tian jun

U- NOBODY

V - vanessa

W - wong liyan

X - xinyi

Y - yang xianzheng

Z - zhi cheng

1. What does A sms you about ?

(amelia) actually she is not my friend. she is my mother friend daughter. so i dont know her so why should i sms her?

2. How many siblings does B have?

(brandon) one elder brother. i think he is called benjamin.

3. What is C's nickname?

(chiam eunice) i dont know her nickname

4. How do you get to know D?

(daniel) erm. last year loh. he from my class derh mah.

5. How desperate is E?

(elaine) i dont know what is she despo loh. i am not close to her.

6. How much is F older/younger then you?

(fong ting) she is same age as me

7. Name one of G's best friend?

(grace) hebe! haha. grace i very good right?

8. Does H knows I?

(huang rong & nobody) erm. huang rong knows nobody??? haha

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy?

(joanne) if she becomes my enemy?? i will suan JJ lin in front of her. although now i suan him a lot too. bud of cos i wish that she will be not my enemy lah.

10. Under what conditions will K & L get married?

(kun wei & lingyuan) erm. i think they will never get married lah. i mean like lingyuan will never like kunwei. it is impossible.

11. How many people do you know with M's initial?

(marcus lim) i dont feel like typing. dumb qns

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N?

(nicholas pek) erm. enjoy talking?? i think i talked to him on the phone before bah. i enjoy talking to everyone on the phone unless the conversation is very boring.

13. Do you think O knows P?

(olivia & peilin) I dont think so.

14. How geeky is Q?

(nobody) how do i ans?

15. Is R very popular?

(rachel) how would i know??

16. What happens if S likes you?

(sylvia) oh no! i am not a les! she will not like me cos she likes daniel!

17. Is T a very random person?

(tianjun) what do you mean by random person? i only know he is emo!

.18. How are U and V related?

(nobody & vanessa) they are not related at all.

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend?

(wong liyan) my jiejie!.

20. When is the last time u met up with X?

(xinyi) i dont quite remember leh. last day of sch?

21. Are Y & Z enemies?

(yang xianzheng & zhi cheng) they dont know each other

22. Use one word to describe P.

(peilin) guai!

23. Use two words to describe V.

(vanessa) very pro

24. Use three words to describe L.

(linyuan) very funny girl


haha. dumb post. sayonnara. off to see INITIAL-D
signed offf.
i am back from grace house. i think that jiaqian is damn pissed off with me linyuan grace and sylvia! we slacked throughout can?? it is not that we wanted but it is just that.... i shall not say the reason. i can only say that we are being ignored! wahahahaha. maybe jiaqian and joanne will be angry if they see this. don't be angry okay?


initial-d starting in 42 mins. hooray but that means that i cant see jay advertisments on television anymore, not for the time being. oh, that is so sad. i dont know how many times i have watched that movie but i still want to watch. do you agreee with me that jay looks damn cute in that show. he looks like those guai guai boy. haha. i am now adding to my jay picture collection in my computer. i have not been updating since dont know when. haha. now i am updating it for goodness sake.


tomorrow school starting and i finished all my homework except that bookmark. i seriously dont know how to do it can? can u clap for me?? i finished my homework which seems like a miracle can?? haha. i am so proud of myself. lingyuan and me decided to work extra hard this semester. we set ourselves targets but can i make it?? and my mother is now giving me a lot of pressure. i wonder if i can meet her expectations.


signed off.

Tuesday, June 19
my cousin very cute right?

i look dumb with that. just behind me, my cousin is taking her first ride with euro express ever. she is scared.

i am the second one from the left! WAS IT REALLY ME WHO SAT??



bye! we are going off.



am i the only one looking at the camera?





i sat this! i am so proud of myself!





i am tall. i can touch the ground!






Saturday, June 16
first i want to apologise to nicholas. yesterday i was too sick and needed sleep so i could not chat with you for long. but come to think of it, you have to thank mi!! you have to wake up so early today and still did not want to sleep yesterday. so i helped you so you can go sleep!! haha. joking.


i just came back from genting yesterday. and now i am feeling so sick. genting sounds boring to you? but this time i accomplished my mission. or should i say me and yeejun accomplished our missions. from young to now, whenever we go genting outdoor theme park, we would not dare seat certain rides like cockscrew and spaceshot. this time we went, we sat them all! we were like " did we really seat it?" after we came down from the rides. unfortunately, yeejun did not seat another ride though but i did. i sat with my another cousin yeesin. it is already 9plus in the night and the wind was blowing so hard. it was extremely cold. but me and yeesin sat the flying coaster! it was so damn fun can? haha.


anyway on the first day, we played indoor rides- bumper car. there is this fat guy who acts cool all the time. whenever he is playing, from the queue we can hear very loud noises. he bumps people very hard and whenever he comes out, a lot of people would be looking at him. at first, we need not play with him but because there was one person short, we had to play with him and me and yeejun were very scared. for dont know what reason that fat guy keep bumping yeesin. thus, me and yeejun decided to "attack" him. the whole game was damn interesting. i think that from the queue outside, other people can see that only the four of us are playing. my cousins and i keep "attacking" him!! it was damn nice. haha. then the next time we played, he and his friend was just behind us in the queue. we planned to play with him again. but just nice, the next game needed 3 more person so my cousins and i had to go in. then the fat guy and his friend were like saying we were hum!! irritating fellows.


on the second day, we met a guy at the bumper car there. he kept looking at us for dont know what reason. i think h eis about 16 years old. around there i think. he kept looking and looking. when we were playing, he also kept looking. when i went near the queue, he kept looking. i was like " what the?? " anyway i think we had this kind of fate with him. for the rest of the night, we kept seeing him. i thought i would not see him again but who knows on the next day, when we were waiting for the coach, i saw him again. he also saw me. i was like " why would i always see him? urgh " after we boarded different coach, i thought that would be the last time i would see him. but who knows at the next stop, i saw him again!! gosh. i brought my cousin joonleng walking around the store and i keep bumping into him.


long post today! signed off.

Saturday, June 9
suddenly i have decided, i shall not use singlish or short form for this entire post. it is not always very fun to use those words-thats what i think. i feel it is very hard not to use those words. i keep on backspacing. chatting with eric now. he seems to be a different person sometimes. he can be very bad but he can also be quite good. As in he will be like an adult and tell me to enjoy my holidays and my teenager time. He is like 20years old, serious at times but also very irritating also.

just now saw rynn on tv. he is very damn cute. he sing live also very nice. i believe it is not recorded because he is really talented in singing not like tank who always sing out of tune. and also not forgetting fahrenheit also of course.haha. i am being very bad. i am becoming very addicted to not using those words. i am becoming to type full words.

oh yeah. i am angry with lingyuan. she say she cannot go bishan to see rynn today but just now she sms me say rynn very cute at bishan. wat the. i am so pissed off, but nvm i will not take it to heart. anyway, linguan and me gonna start work next saturday. we will try our very best and earn money even though my brother say it is a difficult job. lingyuan and me will do our best. jiayous

i am going genting soon. i know it is not very nice place to go. but i am sharing a room with my cousins. that is a good thing afterall and we can stay very late overnight. haha. hope i can have a nice time there!!

and can you guys see my tagboard? is there like a problem with the dumb thing. yay. i just realised typing full english is a nice thing!! enjoyed it!!

signed off

Thursday, June 7
7 june 07. wat did i do today? i did no hmewrk at all. haha. went orchard to do the VJ thing. have to interview and stuff. singaporeans are really very not helpful at all. we want interview them den they wok awae. haha. i also lyk dat derh. singaporeans mah. wat can u expect. interviewd alot of ang moh. haha.

i am pissed off with joanne. we are all pissed off with her. sch project and she say she don feel lyk going. come on. joanne and if u are reading this post. i am sorry. bud it is really very irresponsible of u loh. wat the.

and gueess wat. noe one guy today. not a gd thing. oops. i thinnk that he is a girl?? he is the trainer of creative bits. a slacker!! brief us and guess what he say. " i guess u all noe y we are here today" den we replied yeeah. den he sae " ok. half of the interview ordy" smth lyk dat. wat the loh. lyk dat considered a briefing?? haha. he is supposed to follow 2 grps. one is ours and anoder is vannessa derh grp. den he kip following us. haha. bud he gt do thing lah. he gt lyk help us ask ppl to let us interview them den also gt teach us sum techniques of interviewing. don noe gt help a not lah.

and nw i am toking to him on msn. he is damn fan lah. frm just nw to nw, our conversation is lyk kip saeing each oder thing lah. wat the hell.

~dionne~ says:
urgh
~dionne~ says:
slacker
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
nope i am nt slack
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
juz smart
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
very smart
~dionne~ says:
wat the lah.
~dionne~ says:
u smart den i wat?
~dionne~ says:
slack den slack mah.
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
OBVIOUSLY if i am smart u muz be dumb right
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
yaya
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
wat movie u all watch juz now
~dionne~ says:
men in white.
~dionne~ says:
dumb show.
~dionne~ says:
bud funny.
~dionne~ says:
haha
~dionne~ says:
i mean u smart den i must b smarter
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
let see u spell "but as "bud" how smart is that?
~dionne~ says:
dat is in msn only mah
~dionne~ says:
dumb
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
haha u tink that is very cool
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
ha-------ha----------ha----------ha
~dionne~ says:
i nvr sae dat is cool wat.
~dionne~ says:
not funny btw.
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
i am being SARCASTIC
~dionne~ says:
i noe dat.
~dionne~ says:
fine.
~dionne~ says:
then i type full and proper english
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
haha Guai
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
and y shld u do tat
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
haha
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
MSN lo
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
haha
~dionne~ says:
ERIC.
~dionne~ says:
u very lame leh.
~dionne~ says:
wth
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
i was walking today with u all
The fly has it spleen and the ant her gall says:
do i look lame

very irritating right? urghs. cant stand him. wanna end my post lerh. bye ppl.

Wednesday, June 6
super happy today. finally bought my jacket lerh. damn nice lah. mi and lingyuan buy the same jacket as mi derh. i think i will post the pic nxt tym bah. haha. went orchard todae. wanted to ask ppl to lyk let us interview on thurs den is lyk tio rejected so many tyms lah. dumb. singaporeans are so in-cooperative lah. wat the. guess on thurs hor, we must on the road find anyone interview loh. especially ang moh bah.

we damn pro todae. we took mrt to orchard. den after that take mrt to doby ghaut( how to spell) go I.P ZONE den saw the jacket we want. bud don haf our size. dey sae at lucky plaze. so we take train bak to orchard to lucky plaze. pro rite? haha. todae don feel lyk posting much leh. byebye

signed off.

Monday, June 4
today is such a slacking day for me man! enuff of those sad stuffs. i don even bother to talk about it. anywae. yesterdae i went to collect my phone. i asked my cousin accompany me mah. then she sae seat her dad car. then i so paiseh lah. cos is i wan go collect phone then i lyk seat their car. so paiseh and feel very bad. anywae. i was so happy lah. finnally ged bak my phone. and guess what it is spoiled again. wat the loh. i already reapired it twice. stupid nokia.

anywae. aft that pei them go akira. got this sale i think. got a lot of people lah. haha. cos my auntie she want buy television mah. so go see loh. then i saw initial-d leh. haha. kip watching and watching. thinking how cute can jaychou be!! haha. so damn cute. okok. enuff of how cute he is. bud that is the fact. haha. dionne stop it!! i tried to control myself bud it doesnt seem to help. haha. okok. i really stop lerh. then after that go bak to their car. then guess what. the next song on the radio was jaychou song. waipo. haha. i was so damn happy. mayb u might think dionne is so dumb. it is just a song in the radio. bud that feeling is just too nice. imagine just watched ur idol movie then the nxt thing ur idol song on the radio!!

oh yeah. i am trying my very best to not use S and X in my words. lyk lehs lohs hahs lehx lohx hahx derhx cos i read in joanne post sae that it is very act cute. so i am stopping it. cos i don want to act cute when i am not cute. ltr ppl sae mi acbc. haha. just watched finish liangbaibangmeinu on crunchyroll. nice movie man. cried. so touching. haha. i am crazy.

ending soon!! crapped too much todae!i did it. i did not use S or X if i am not wrong. todae got campus superstar. woohoo!! signed off

Sunday, June 3
oh gosh. brenda just told me i sounded depressed in my previous post. so i shall not promote emo-ness today. everybody must relax hor. hahs. ok i just read joanne blog. luckily i wasnt a fahrenheit fan or i will kill joanne. i am a fahrenheit hater so when i saw what she posted. i was rather happy.


bud i wana sae smth. aaron did not sound bad when he sang gao ying lah. i just feel that he is the only one that can sing in the whole fahrenheit.that is what i feel lah. (yeejun are u very happy to hear that?) anyway that xiexieniwenrou sucks becos there is fahrenheit. i don see the need for them to be in the mv. it is the only an insult to them. bud i don mind them to be insulted. hah. i am being very bad. bud i really want to say smth. fahrenheit spoiled the song lah. even my fahrenheit fan cousin also think so. i mean lyk their voice so deep so nan ting. hah. omg. i am nw listening to that song. then why are they in the mv? to act shuai when they are not at all? hah. bud aaron looks cute aft he cut his hair. i am looking forward to their album. hah. i mean lyk i want to see what type of 'music' they can produce! hah. i pity the people helping them to record the album as they will go out of tune everytym. hard tym for them!! ok i am thinking i am lyk insulting them a lot todae.


anywae yesterdae was a damn tiring day lah. i went for this dumb interview with my cousin. actually is not interview lah. it is just lyk dat guy explain teh rules and regulations lahs. it a distribute flyers job. i plan to tell lingyuan aft i 'interviewed' bud nw i don even plan to. i don even want to go wrk for that guy. he look lyka pervert. then is lyk his rules a lot. he kip saeing that we cant cheat cos ..... bud who wants to cheat lah. dumb loh he. then is lyk hor mi and my cousin quickly run loh. scared of him. hah. then cos still early lah. so mi and my cousin went shopping. guess what. we woked the whole street of orchard all the way to dohby ghaut mrt station. and we did not buy anything!!!! hah. and we did not eat lah. so hungry


want to end off lerh lah. too long lerh this post. hah. i am obsessed wif xiexieniwenrou!!! especially the parts when fahrenheit sing. hah

Friday, June 1
i deleted my old blog. everything in it. i deleted all the posts. oh how cool. and i changed the way i am posting. is it better this way? who cares. i just noe i am just gonna go crazy soonner or ltr. nothing is going right for me. NOTHING. everything is like opposing me. i just don noe why. everyday i cant slp. i lie on my bed, toss and turn, still unable to sleep. yesterday i think i slept at 2 plus or maybe 3. i went in to sleep at like 1 plus after using the computer den i just cant fall asleep. i thought of a lot of things last night. many things. i was wondering why people feelings could be changed so easily. my cousin told mi that her friend keeps changing her stead. she says she really loves the guy a lot but at the next moment she broke up with him and stead with another guy. and another person keeps telling mi she loves this certain guy a lot. bud at the next moment she sms and say she don lyk that guy already. she lyk her current stead now. wat the hell. what the heck is happening in this fcuking world? and for myself. i just don feel lyk typing now.


today i am going to je library with grace. we want to do our homework. i am just going to chiong all of them before next wk. i just want to slack all the way and do not need to worry about the homework when i am slacking. hahs. heys dont u guys think that i am very funny? at first i am like promoting emo-ness and now i am like taking everything easily.


i think that i shall not promote emo-ness in front of my friends. i have to smile and act like nothing has ever happened. i always think that pretending that nothing has ever happened is the best way. dont u ppl agree that in front of friends u can forget everything bud once u leave them, all your troubles just simply come back to u. dionne!!!jiayou!!!


whoever reading this blog now. can u please do the friend quiz for me?? i noe it is like rather lame lahs. bud just do for mi!! please. wo zhi dao ni men zui BANG de. thankyew. and wish me luck that i will complete my hmewrk asap!!!


and my friend quiz results is like so damn lan. hahs. i got no true friends!! haix. hahs. jkjk