I'm normal!

		I'm loving it! But you put on quite a show, really had me going. But now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing. That was quite a show, very entertaining. But it's over now Go on and take a bow.

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Heh Pray that the printing room would be opened by 9am or else 10S24 gna kill me!!! Monday, February 22 I have been wondering.. what's wrong between us that I can't seem to communicate to you as well as I can to others. Weird. I just told Yingsiang that I missed gambling with him. Haha and wheee shall wait patiently for him to update me about our gambling session :D Anybody from 407'09 want to join us?? The more the merrier. Heh. Sunday, February 21 I have decided to move on and let go, but there's still a pulling x factor. Enough is enough. I detest myself for behaving like a fool :'( Saturday, February 20 oh wtf now I'm stuck at home Caught Valentine's Day(Ashton Kutcher!) yesterday witih Sylvia. While waiting for Sylvia, met Grace & Steph at vivo, they were going to catch the movie too. What a small Singapore O.o Sylvia's letter made me feel loved :D Too bad both of us are straight! haha. Thursday, February 18 "turning les for her" and 'her' refers to me! haha. Nisa is so cute, too bad she's not in the same class as me ): Every single time I talk about it, how much I wish that you are the one I'm talking to... Tuesday, February 16 This is not what I want. Sunday, February 14 Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentines, Happy Birthday Sandy!!!!! I dont feel the festive mood, neither am i excited about anywhere i'm going later. With my maternal grandma in china for holiday and mu paternal grandma in hospital, my cny holidays sound so pathetic. Im going to the hosipital later and then to my dad friend house zzzz. Waiting for my relatives to be back so that I can start gambling muahahaha. On friday, CNY celebration in JJ ended at 9.15am like wth?!?!? And the celebration there just sucks like shit omg. Oh anw went back nanhua!!!! Haha the nh idol even had a sms voting system!!! I feel so much at home at nanhua :D And aye i felt so embarrassed wearing the JJ shirt to nanhua, esp when there was a big group of njc nyjc hcjc people ayeee ): Yup thats all, and I just cant stop thinking ayeeeeeeeeeeee Thursday, February 11 I'm exhausted from all the lectures/tutorials/unnecessary stuff. Just came home from Grace's house. This is like my 2nd time seeing her in this week, and tmr will be the third lol. Should have brought all my clothes there to her house so I could actually sleepover there and go sch so conveniently. Going back to NH tmr :D Tuesday, February 9 Guess I wasnt strong enough. Monday, February 8 Met Grace today cus she misses me too much heh. Slacked at Coffee Bean while she attempted to do her work, I feel so guilty for not being able to help her cus I seriously forgot everything lol. Felt so helpless during Math lecture today.... I'm avoiding, I'm escaping, cus I'm leaving. Sunday, February 7 To Yee Jun: Firstly, I really want to apologise for not being able to do anything to make you feel better just now. I have got loads of things to tell you, go up to you ang give you my holy hug, but somehow I did not do all of those... The only thing I could do then was to cry , I feel so guilty. Secondly, this incident just made me think of everything. How much we have grown? How much both of us changed? And how we started not confiding in each other anymore? How much both of us no longer understand each other? This made me think a lot... Now that you are stuck in a relationship problem and I really can't do much, I just feel real bad. I'm sorry. Lastly, every single one of us care about you. Please stop hurting yourself cus you're not only hurting yourself, but also every single one around you...There are times we need to cry but like what I have said before, after every single crying session... we need to MOVE ON. For now, you need to get over it no matter what happens. And remember, we will all be here to support you! It really hurts to see you like this today. It really hurts...... I hope to see the girl I have known for 17 years, again. I will be waiting for that day of her return. Don't keep me waiting k? Cheer up :D Saturday, February 6 OC has ended :'( I dare to say that this was the best camp ever. Though i dont understand why they like to end each day so emotionally.. esp today when the VP told us his life story... OG8, though we are very 被動, we get together very easily, and we are easily bonded. I'm sure 10S24 would be a nice class, and all 24 of us will enjoy the 2 years together. Haha and all our OGLs are so cute!!!! I am starting to miss the cheerings, all the make-no-sense cheers. I am starting to miss the mass dances, though i seriously cant remb the steps. But it feels so weird, changing partners like almost every single time. Haha but i'm glad my last dance was with a nice guy, a taiwanese guy. But the slow dance was so hilarious, weird. & JJ night was a blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JJC <3 though i still cant stand how ugly, how old, how run-down you are. Early morning late at night, JJ charging up to fight, all united act as one, WE WILL WIN THE WAR THIS TIME!!!!!!!! My family head is so cute! And i found this guy who really do cheerings in an attractive way!!!!! His facial expressions, his actions are like wooooooooooooooooh~~~~~~ Thursday, February 4 OC camp! :D (JJ Night~~~~~) Seems like I really have to get used to this. You... I seriously don't know. Cus you don't give me what I want ): I'm taking physics again -.- but it's H1 Physics, so I hope it would be better?? At least, there's no SPA. Tuesday, February 2 Gosh tmr will be the day that decides my future! I finished my lecture late so I decided not to attend the next one. Met Yang Fan on the way and he told me he went LT2 but it was having Chemistry lecture, he claimed he was supposed to have MT lecture. So, he went up to this Indian lecturer and asked her if it was Chinese lecture now, then that Indian lecturer replied "Do I look like I teach Chinese?!" He said everybody was laughing at him! Then we went to check the timetable, he was supposed to have Chemistry lecture lol. Anw we were late so we just went to the sch library with lili. I have not seen anything nice in JJC, the library also CMI lol. It doesnt sound funny here about the Yang Fan incident, but I tell you I was laughing super hard. Halfway through Math lecture, i just kept laughing to myself LOL. I have been laughing a lot today :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD scistreampleaseireallyneedscistream & I realise my posts are getting longer..................... Monday, February 1 Met up with Grace and Pork just now :D "OMG IM LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!" - pork The thought of mass lectures for 3 days alone already bores me. How am I going to survive for the next 3 days?! Was texting Grace just now, realised how much I miss her, miss the people in NH. "I miss you too! I miss everyone." Something from her that made my day (: Hopefully, I will get to see her tomorrow! And I seriously hope Grace and Pork can get into AJC life soon :D To add on, yesterday I went to Haji Lane(!!!!!!) in the night with Sylvia. A total different experience when I went there in the afternoon. We had our dinner at 10, while on the way home Nicholas called me to join him to see SHINee but I could not go ):