Wednesday, August 29

29 aug. the court case was being postponed, he had to stay at the police station. this time, it is not a matter of 1 or 2 days, it is a matter of 15 days. who knows what will the result be? 10000 to bail him out. when i saw the sms, i dont know why i cried. it just came out. thanks to sylvia for sending me that msg, making me smile again. i know i was pretending, but at least i smiled and i laughed. hope that the oder guy get caught soon and let this matter end. everybody is very troubled/disppointed now, aunties, uncles, grandparents. i bet my great-grandmother too. to grace, sorry nvr go home with you. i was very lost at that time after reading the sms about him, so sorry. dont angry kay??
something to cheer up. won tianjun in maths by 6 mrks. yay. but ltr he crapped so much and even commented about my common test. but i finally get higher mark than him lerh! haha.
dont trust anybody too much, including close people around me,thats what somebody told me today. i realise that most of the things i told them only. i believed that they will help me keep secret about it. somebody told me today that i care for friendship more than my own advantages. thats a plus point man! that means, i care a lot for my friends. arent u guys blessed & lucky?? i know who i should believe now. thanks people( you know who you are)
holidays coming, i dont know what i should do. i wonder if i would really slack throughout the whole week. hope not, but i also dont feel like mugging for EOY. whatever, still got a few days. & i am going back to SV this friday. long time never see my pri sch fwens lerh, the last time was errrrr chinese new year celebrations. WOW!

betrayal. i wonder if i trusted the wrong people all these while. i kept thinking, but i just cant think of something you people will betray me about. i think if that day comes, i will break down no matter how small or big it is. but i know out there, there are still people who concern about me, especially the both of them!

sounding emo(no better word to describe). i realised that these few days, i get angry very easily. seriously. sorry to those who you think i was rude to you!