Sunday, August 26

i guess things are better between jiaqian and joanne. hooray. our clique is finally back to normal, hopefully. i still dont know things between jiaqian and grace. haha. hip hpip hooray! LINGYUAN! okay, i dont know if u are like trying to act strong or what, but remember, you have me, or rather us. dont keep all the things to your heart and the worst thing, dont act strong. okay, i know that out clique is pretending clique, but i dont think it is good. hui zhong nei shang leh! haha. i just want to say, wo hai shi hen dan xin ni.
we had already been told that we are lack of communication. we dont communicate enough, we keep things in out heart. and now, we stopped talking for at least 2 weeks. maybe you will think that i am really taking it very easy, but i have to tell you i am not. i just dont want to say it out, i dont want to cry in front of you. i know its my fault, but if i apologise, will you forgive me??
i shall not be so sad anymore, i will still smile tomorrow, like normal. i dont want to be like saturday whereby i totally freaked out too. haha. tomorrow will be better, dont you agree?
BEING EMO IS AN EXCUSE! i love this sentence a lot, ever since i told jiaqian, i think it makes a lot of sense. people normally say i am emo(except our clique) then they expect ppl not to agitate them or understand them when they give ppl attitude. it is only an excuse. who ask you to be emo??