history's over! finally!!! but what comes next, GEOGRAPHY! eew, i am just gonna flunk it and i have already did so for my history. first time i felt so damn scared for my history. maybe cos i did last-minute study and not a lot of facts get in?? haha, whatever its over. yesterday was 206's LAST official lesson. was a pleasant day until... perhaps knowing it isnt smth good but not knowing it i will still feel syupid when i get to know about it. i really want to scold fcuk, i really want to go up to that person and scold that word. but i dont want to lose that person as a friend so i did not. why make things bad and difficult for everyone. i trusted you but u broke that trust. do you even know that? maybe you are just thinking otherwise. i feel stupid, i feel like i am an idiot, i feel like a baichi. perhaps i should not have trusted you so much. i know it is a small matter to others but i dont know. maybe i am sad cos my friend my bluff me. i really thought of heeding my cousin's advice and just scold you but i shall not.