Monday, October 15

chose my subjects. doubt i will get into any. cos is like what the hell?? my results are like fcuking lousy. okay, whatever, thats the result of slacking for the whole year and chionging when exams are like 2 weeks later & still taking it easy. Lingyuan says she wants to study hao hao next year. How many times have i told myself since the day i stepped into nanhua, and thats my results. but so what if i study, will there be a difference?? 25oct, the day i dread. 26oct, a birthday that i am not looking forward to. should i go out with my cousin or with the clique which i think they wouldnt be interested.

To my clique:
my clique, we are not one who totally are very close. to say the truth, i think at the begining, we got together just for the sake of getting together. grace said before, we are a clique, nothing more. everybody is practically wearing a "mask", whatever we say, i dont know if i should believe. We are a crazy clique, maybe thats what others think. Maybe they detest us but who cares. we arent close. secrets, none. but whatever, we are still a clique. We had nice time together, dont care about those "fake" things, at least we are happy together other than those unhappy moments. Lingyuan! Sylvia! Grace! Liyan! Joanne! Jiaqian! we would definitely in different class next year, so treasure the time together. Cos i know once we are in different class, everything changes. dont u agree?? cos we arent very close afterall.

A brand new class next year. i cannot say my class is a failure. Cos afterall, i love my class & i had happy times together. But i still must say i am looking forward to a brand new class. Just hope that certain ppl are not in the class. That's the fact! Who dont look forward to a new class?? i mean new teacher, new classmates, everything is new. Maybe i will not like my new class afterall. i dont know. but still, i <3 206! Regarding all the chalet and outings that would be planned, i wont say i am really looking forward but still i want to go. The thing i am concerned with is how many days i am left with 206! treasure our time ppl! and stupid sch have to arrange a camp at the last few days of sch.

saw my brother today. i am feeling so so so happy! did not know i can tok to him for so long without quarelling.. i love my brother and i miss him! he wont see this so i dont care. haha. wanted to take picture with him but i paiseh to ask him. & he is getting more and more bhb!