Monday, November 5

i am loving jaychou more and more each day. i think i am going to die. haha

yesterday could not sleep, thought about a lot of things. i suddenly feel all the stress from my parents. i need to do well/ achieve something so that we wont be despised by them. my father set a goal for me yesterday, i wonder if i could achieve it next year. i really worry. i told myself next yr i will chiong for my studies de, but i dont have confidence at all. every year i say that, every year i did not do it. i dont see the good points of studying triple science, whats so good about it?? i am not zi wo an wei-ing myself! i mean like triple science only mahh, why my mother must always say "she study triple science leh" whats the point?

i wasted one whole year this yr, 2007. i feel that i slacked throughout. i am not kidding. i am not one who studies and go to school and act like i am not-the-study-type. study jiu study mahh, why want bluff. i shall not talk about this anymore, i was really irritated by this i forgot when le. i just hope that 2008 i will spend it more fruitfully. these few days, my parents keep reminding me not to mi jaychou so much. i also hope so but like what i said earlier, i am liking him more and more. wahhahahaha. whenever my mother say my results no good, then will link to jaychou. *guilty* haha.

i was surprised with myself also. i told my mother next year i want to have tution lehh. maths and science. i cant believe i told her(: haha. i mean like when was the last time i had a tution?? haha, but hope that i dont need to go tution centre for tution. waste my time go dere de, then i would be very sian diao de. haha. i think i posted a lot today. all my complains. haha

TOMORROW CAN GET JAYCHOU NEW ALBUM LE!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!! trying hard to memorise the lyrics =p