Thursday, November 15

whats ur relationship between you and him? u cant make me think wildly all the time. you know what i want to do now? call him and tell him to stop calling....(blog has its own restrictions, & thats why i hate it).

i am tired. i slept about 4 hrs yst and super tired today. actually not tired, is sian diao(sometimes) all the chanting and i dont even understand. i think i really need to brush up my hokkien cos i totally suck at it can? no crying session today but i cried. i think a while, i try to control le, but still.. nvm, when was the last time i cried? i cant remember. HEY, THAT MEANS I HAVE NOT BEEN CRYING FOR A LONG LONG WHILE!!! i really miss my great-grandmother. i know she and our ancestors were just around us but we dont know. sometimes i really wish i could see them, even for a short while. my grandparents look sick & sad today. i will not forget how my grandfather cried and "hitting" the coffin during the funeral last time. the day we all cried a lot, the last day we saw her.

ohh, saw my brother today(: but still, i think between us there is always a distance. i dont know, we are not siblings that will share secrets though he share his paikia things to me lah, but should be not everything. have not take a photo with him~ my cousin wants to take photo with her eyecandy and i want to take photo with my brother =p we seem like a shibai siblings. haha. Everytime we chat, he will ask me about my brother. i dont know why.

dont feel like posting le. sian.

牛仔很忙
彩虹
青花瓷
阳光宅男
蒲公英的约定
无双
我不配

甜甜的
最长的电影

(bold ones mean that i finish memorising the lyrics)
this whole chunk of song names will be in each of my post until i completed memoring everything(: