Sunday, December 23

when i dont even understand myself, how would others understand me. i really dont know what i am thinking. determination & confidence. i really need them.

yesterday night went to 1 temple dinner, food was ahem. i dont know what to say. but i was entertained by my cousin and i finally can suan her. she wanted to keep food for her father but in fact she was playing can? she was trying to decorate the food with the garnishes, then i grade them. then i grade very low, haha. throughout the whole dinner, i was like trying to "escape" from chickens. scary.

then i was thinking about jaychou concert, it is like so close, so very close to now. omg, i am like finally gna see him. i know a bit failure lah, like him for so long(not very long lah compared to other ppl) & i nvr see him before. ahhhhh. 26 days 9 hours more!!!

before i slept last night, i listened to F4 songs, really very nice leh. while listening to the songs, i suddenly remember how much i liked them in the past, my very first idols lehh. but i still like jerryyen. his smile, his dimples, omg!! he filming one show with luozhixiang & chunnie, dont have chunnie will be so much so much better!!

ohh grace is back!