I'm loving it!
But you put on quite a show,
really had me going.
But now it's time to go,
curtain's finally closing.
That was quite a show,
very entertaining.
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow.
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Saturday, January 12
stupid asknlearn made me wake up so early. actually dont need wake up so early de bah, i think. lucky liyan called me at like 9.40plus, i was like still sleeping. then wash up then on compt le. & that dumb chinese, i think i tikam a lot lohh, so damn chim can? dont get what the heck the whole passage talking about. got 珊瑚 & 四面楚歌 appear in the passages. why cant everyday be e-learning? teacher can just conduct their classes online, why do we still need go school. waste time siah. e-learning rocks like omg, but for people like me, if everyday e-learning, i dont need study le. i am controlling my usage of compt, cant use too long le.

yesterday finally got my history textbook. LINGYUAN THANK YOU for telling me bigbookshop got sell. & thanks to grace and liyan for pei-ing me to buy. yesterday raining, then grace liyan and me got stuck in school but in the end we still walked in the rain. me and grace cover our head with p.e tee. then liyan got umbrella. she expected 3 of us to share the same umbrella, siao! then go buy book, then go sumo house eat. talked quite a lot. i thought a lot at there. liyan dont want tell me things, actually i dont know if i should believe that she really dont know or what. am i complicated or what? she keep asking me not to think so much, i am really trying very very very hard. curiosity siah!

ohh and yesterday's geog lesson was funny because of jameskoh!!! he totally rocks! cute teacher. & me and grace did not talk during ss lesson, we so guai. then tanyifang was like seeing class list and called yanting. then i still dont know is me, i go ask grace, me ar? then she nodded her head. so guai, teacher calling me yanting. this shows that she dont know how to pronounce my name. wahhaha. got co but i nvr go yst, i wonder how am i going to survive for 1year plus more. dont let me quit, dont let me pon, what they expect me to do?

7 more days!!!! will there be a jaychou birthday party in singapore? do we get to celebrate with jaychou? will there be a qutograph session in singapore? omgomgomgomg. 1 more week, exactly 1 more week. i think i will want to cry after the concert): but i shld not be worrying about that now cos the concert is 1 week later. it is coming and not over!!!

no one knows what will happen 20 years down the road or so, or maybe some people do know. is it a right thing to not know what will happen years later? some unbelievable things are really very hard to believe, you can choose to believe or choose not to. what if you are stuck in between. things seem so real and yet you can think that perhaps it is not real & give lots of reasons. will there be one time, you totally trust someone & whatever the person say, you wont have a second thought and immediately believe him/her. will everybody's life be perfect in the future or will things happen? who would not want a perfect life, healthy & happy. but is that possible? some things are meant to be said, some things arent meant to be said but if you keep it all in your heart, nobody will know what you are thinking/facing. but you just cant say it out. everybody is not perfect, if you got this, you wont get that. that's life. i am just lacking in the confidence, i just dont think i can make it, i dont think i will succeed, i always think i am behind everybody. a is better than me in this way, b is better than me in this way but i will never be better than someone. i am loving others more than i love myself.