Thursday, February 7

yesterday was reunion dinner with my dad's side de family. quite fun actually cos me & my brother got to talk a lot yesterday. i really like the way when both of us are not quarreling, although he keep making fun of me lah. actually both of us can be really close sister and brother, it all depends on whether we want to. perhaps cos the time i spend with my brother is very little, we seldom quarrel already & i am loving my brother more((: i dare to say here cos i think my brother wont see this anw. he is coming back home to sleep tonight, hooray. i think he very long nvr step into the house le lohh, i bet when he comes back, i will be chao bu xi guan. haha.. & yst i finally dared to ask my bro to take pict with me le, but he dont want. he promised me during cny, at first he said after he slimmed dwn, then i very bad go say when will it be? hahha. sorry!

early in the morning got flag raising. 412 leaded us in the singing/pledge but i think everybody's attention was on dance. i am starting to hate dance man!!!! they are like so extra can? they purposely go sing loud loud and SHOUTED the pledge, they want to show how "enthu" they are isit? stupid lah. always hear dancers say what a lot ppl hate dance, then blahblah. i think i know why they hate them, cos dance is so so so so extra, they think they very big isit? want to show how united you ppl are, there are so many internal conflicts inside lah. sorry dancers!! but that is the fact.

Cny celebrations in sch today. saw marcus lim, he damn beng can? hahha. finally the sch releases us early, last few years the concert always end at very late, but this year, it ended even before the expected time. i think the best part of today's concert is the nanhua idol. zoe sang quite well today but she did not win): the sec 205 guy won, i tell u his singing is damn nice. he can go participate css man! && sec4 joel's singing rocks man. didnt know he can sing so well, hahha. but he kept oh~ oh~ oh-ing. hahha, damn funny.

at first did not plan to go back to sv today de, but since shinyi & sylvia want go back, then i do back lohh. nothing much actually, i did not go sv though. just went tthe basketball court to meet them(yijie, zhicheng & banana brought us there. thanks!) then headed for lot 1. they super sian de, we go eat(after deciding where to eat for very long) then they wanted to go home le. me and sylvia went outside zinc to see if that guy we always see was working, then he really there. he remmebers us lohh, everytime we/ i walk by there, he will sure say hello de. hahhaha. i remember how last time i hated him alot cos he very fan, keep on talk talk talk. hahha, but now, i think he okay le. at first wanted to go sylvia house but afterall did not go. shinyi was like saying if go out with yijie they all better but we not same class. boo. today met shaojie, chinghun, zhiming, xuewei, shriram, juan lih, eugene & hongkai. damn it, she beat my back until so pain, i very da pai i tell you. she came specially to look for ME & shinyi & sylvia.

you are really making me crazy, i guess you dont know.
you will never know.
finally i talked to you after so long.
this is so difficult, i am trying to give up.
it's not that i dont want,
i just cant.
fcuk.


HAPPY CNY!!