Friday, March 21

i signed up for JJ forum! omg. i mean who would expect me joining his forum? but he is super cute really! i want to post his picts but i lazy siah. last last year, i just deleted A LOT of pictures of him, cos i hated him like siao. but now??!! i am crazy over him. && perhaps perhaps perhaps(grace!) i gna see himm on saturday!

sometimes, i feel that i think too much.
i feel like i am a big failure.
i feel that i cant succeed in any aspects
whether it is studies, interests or what.
i still don't know what i am good in.
like what grace says, i can't do a lot of things.
simple acts, i have to think for very long.
i tried but i failed.
sometimes when i am feeling damn bad
i have to act like i don't care
i have to act like nothing has happened.
perhaps some people might think that i am hard to understand
thats because i dont understand myself.