I'm normal!

		I'm loving it! But you put on quite a show, really had me going. But now it's time to go, curtain's finally closing. That was quite a show, very entertaining. But it's over now Go on and take a bow.

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Dionne : should be around June. Ivan : Take care ah. Dionne : Orh i know la. Ivan : I mean take care the phone, not saying you. HAHAHAHA. Dionne: I know lah!! ( i only knw he referring to phone) Ivan : Haha, no la kidding. Heard Jingteng's new song today. No comments cos i also don't know nice not. It is nice but it sounds weird sometimes. Anyway, qidai-ing his album!! & why do ppl say he talk very little, i see his videos, when he talk a lot i don't even find it abnormal. Ppl still go count how many words he talk, lol. I am like giving myself personal stress and setting high targets for my L1R5. Suddenly, 'O' Levels seem so near and scary, so much so that i am starting to be afraid. Never mind, slowly, i shall first get less than 20 for my L1R5 first then slowly improve. But i don't have time to slowly improve. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. How can my cousin get a 8 pointer? All subjects A? 8 pointer is okay for people, but for me, it is already very good. My target just seem so far, so much so that i can't even see it. Friday, May 30 in world full of questions with no answers. 16 June 2008, other than missing superband, I am going to miss JAM 蕭敬騰's album －蕭敬騰同名专辑 . I hope they delay 1 more week. But anyway, i think Singapore not going to get it on 16 June but i am going to be away for 4 days. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I just heard the preview, 15 seconds of the song. now i hear a lot liao.(i keep editing my post!) nicenicenicenicenice.我能想象，原方的路旁，有一双目光～ Grace, i really hope what we are always saying is really TRUE!!! Just ended my 37:50mins call with my younger brother. Seriously we talk more after he went to live with my grandma. This is so funny. & We got a common person who we don't like. ~~Boo to that person.~~ We watch 1 episode for 60 mins. We wait 1 episode for (7 X 24 X 60)mins. How nice. WARNING!!!! Jay crapping again. So kindly ignore please. I just watched The One Concert(2002), The incomparable concert(2004) and The World Tour Concert(2007) for 1 hours. Constantly changing discs, each disc listen a few songs. Each disc was a different Jay. 2002, he was only 23!! And now, 6 years has passed and he is 29! I watched the muhouhuaxu of incomparable concert, it wrote (translated) 2 years later, we meet again. He broke his promise cos his next concert was 3 years 1 month and 9 days later. I am waiting for his concert 2 years later(hopefully) and he would be 31. Today is a Jay day cos i watching his things again. Long time since a Jay day. Take a look at his new car which costs 4000万元. How freaking rich is he, and he has nearly 20 cars already which are all not cheap. Anyway, i present to you Mercedes-Benz McLaren SLR722 Edition! But i think it would look better if it is Black. I just watched a video and i wonder if the news is true because there is no direct reply from JVR or Jay himself. It is said that he is filming a new movie, based on Magic. & he is inviting Andy Lau to act in the movie(anyway, Andy Lau once said he don't mind acting in Jay's movie). I wonder if it is true. Movie on magic, how cool. Music(piano), basketball, cars and now(perhaps) magic. I think one day i should watch Curse of the golden flower, i mean the whole thing. Cos i only watched parts with Jay cos the show is really ~~boring~~. THANKS MY BROTHER. THANKS MICHELLE. THANKS OCBC. THANKS MY PARENTS. THANKS SISTIC(ahem) Thursday, May 29 in a world where we can't decide if we are a man or woman. I want to be a guy. Then can wear sneakers!! Esp NIKE DUNK!!! But anyhow, i am going to collect. But ~~not now~~, now cannot. But i swear, i will. HELP!!!! Grace, Joanne and Dionne You guys must learn to be more decisive and less considerate so that you won't waste precious time thinking what to eat, what to do, where to go. Someone has to learn to take the lead. I know right now you must thinking, who will take the lead? Like today, how much time have you wasted on deciding where to go after school, what to eat, whether to go out after eating. Not only today, it has happened a lot of times and the only solution was choosing A, B, C or D, the worst thing is that the decision normally lies on the last person who chooses A, B, C or D. Wednesday, May 28 in boring Singapore with nothing interesting. Fated to love you((: Ethan~ in complicated but simple world. I think next time when i changed blogskin, and i look back at my posts. I think i might be wondering why all my posts starts with this. It's 1:47 AM. I am not tired but i want to sleep but i can't sleep. I finished a book today, i have an urge to read books again. It's always like this. Visit http://www.welovejaychou.blogspot.com/ I just translated a news and i am so proud cos i wrote crap. Translating news is fun but very tiring. Cos sometimes 1 simple word just can't seem to come in your mind. No matter how long you think, the word just won't appear. Chem SPA today was stupid. But i love titrating, so fun. Then went JEC with Grace go eat, walk but JEC nothing so went IMM. Walked more and slacked at Garden Plaza and she keeps asking me to do things that she know i won't do. I think she won't do it too. We were facing Long Beach Restaurant so i was like noticing the number of people there. Only 6 tables were used, poor thing. & today i confirm that Grace can be an actress. Serious!! & you will never know what she is going to do next. People who love 阮經天. Look here look here. You can find him in IMM everyday(i think) at minitoons. He will be wearing a yellow shirt and 3/4 pants. But beware, he talks a lot although he is better now. So if you love 阮經天, you may want to go stalk him everyday? You may even get his signature or take a photo with him. So why wait, go down to minitoons now and get a close look of 阮經天! You may call 6665 0030 if you have any queries and make bookings to see him. Those who spend more than $100 in IMM Minitoons outlet, you can get an autograph and get to have dinner with him! Monday, May 26 in ugly and dangerous world. Why are there natural disasters causing so many innocent lives. If someone has the power like a character in 終極一家 to save the world from all the unexpected and harmful natural disasters, perhaps this world would be a better place to live in. Today was just chiong-ing 終極一家. I finally finished the 55 episodes. This show is so interesting with unrealistic storyline and funny jokes and more on kinship and not love. At night, i was watching the last ep and i was forced to go out for dinner. Imagine watching the last ep and you are forced to stop watching and go out. My dad was already waiting downstairs so i just grabbed my class jersey, wore it and went out. Met Evia and her friend at westmall. I went library to borrow books to keep me entertained when i got nothing to do in the holidays. Jay just donated another 1 million yuan to the Szechuan people. On 24 May 2008, his concert in Chongqing, before everything started, the screen showed these words “杰伦和大家一样，都不会忘，这个灾难，生命的重量……” After he sang finish Wu Shuang, 周杰伦停了下来，现场突然一下变得很安静。“这次演唱会很不一样，曲目有改变……这次呢，我会很卖力地去唱”,还没等他说完，现场的掌声就淹没了周杰伦的声音，他停顿了一下，继续说道，“歌声的表达对我很贴切，我的方法是用音乐，用爱。”“所以”，周杰伦拿下话筒，突然呐喊道：“四川加油！”现场掌声雷动。 While walking home, my dad nagged at me not over my things but over my brother. If you read my previous posts, he just pierced his left ear and dyed his hair red, & and it seems like he told my mother he want to have tattoo. Then my dad was telling me and asking my opinions how to help him leh. How i know how to make him study? How i know what he is thinking? I finally get to see his report book and i really gave the -.- look when i was browsing through. When he was in the express stream, Highest(worst) L1R5 : 49 & now in normal stream, out of 5 subjects, he failed 4 and only passed his english. can anyone tell me how to make him study? I really worry for him and his future. With such results, he may be kicked out of school and that's the end of everything for him. Without an 'O' Level Certificate, what job can he do? Maybe i can guide him in his studies. Okay i know my results are also like shit, but better than him and i believe N level work, i should be able to manage. But how to coach him, so weird somemore. Oh gosh, this is so so infuriating. & i really want to know what my brother is thinking, what is the thing he really want to do. Perhaps he got a passion in something and he is working towards it? I am just comforting myself i think. There's chem remedial tomorrow, so mafan. Sunday, May 25 in boring but safe Singapore. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA! sorry, never go out with you yesterday. You arrange one day, we all go out with you((: Hoped you enjoy ur birthday but seemed like you stayed at home whole day until at night when you went out with your family to eat. Oh, i miss Sheila. Watched the singapore charity show on channel 8, they collected over 6million dollars leh. So much more than the Taiwan one, this shows that Singapore people are more generous. I ~~cried~~ a lot of times, the clips, the stories, the 'poems' that they read. I am really feeling very lucky to be in Singapore, where i don't need to undergo all these, loss of family members, loss of houses, loss of water supply, loss of food. I think i am crazy today. I wrote essays, yes ESSAYS. I took out foolscaps, pen and i was thinking what to write. & guess what, i started writing about my 'encounter's with Jay. This seemed like he is a monster, encounter, lol. Anyway, yah i just wrote and wrote. My hands weren't aching, i just kept writing. & i realise before Jay's concert in Singapore, i faced 8 problems. & and, i haven't finish writing, i just wait till i am bored and i would start writing again. in small but safe Singapore. i put this cos the profile is linked to my post. 青花瓷 GOGOGOGOGOGOGO!!!! Yesterday PTC was boring, i kept chasing my mom home when she talked to Mr Koh, but anw she was rushing for time. It was so weird listening to Mr Koh telling me the importance of getting below 20 for L1R5. I got 24. haha. It was better than i expected okay, i thought i would get 30 plus. Sorry Liyan for not staying back with you to help Mrs Tan. Today got a scolding from parents cos i did not tell them my brother pierced his ears. It is not that i don't want to tell em, the problem is how to tell them. & anw, i did not even plan to tell em. Irony. My brother just dyed his hair RED and pierced his left ear and he is so proud of it and he called him just to tell me that-.- I wonder how he looks like now, gna see him tomorrow. I shall just suan him tmr, maybe or else later kana scolding from him. oh gosh, i want to dye my hair, but on and off need go back school, still got camp. Today is Jay's charity concert at Chongqing. Hope he cries on stage but i know and assure he won't. I read news saying that he purposely arrived quietly at chongqing airport and he did not want any fans to fetch him because of the Szechuan earthquake, 因为他不想在这个举国悲哀的日子里独自享受热情和呼喊.I don't know how to translate this. Perhaps you guys need to spend more time understanding us cos you ~~never~~ tried before. even your smses irritate me, omg why is this happening? Thursday, May 22 PTC TOMORROW. & ITS MR KOH! i wonder what he will say, perhaps he will just give the report book and stone there. hahha. & i just heard a shocking news from someone. But i feel 'trustable', cos she told me((: read the banner. Things are really not going well this year. Everything seems to be in the wrong place, everything seems to happen too suddenly, everything seems to be opposing me. Jay take care, later my god mama heartbreak see you suffering. Monday, May 19 17 May 08 Went Tampiness, i am so amazed with me and my cousin that we managed to find a place by just looking at boards at the bus interchange. In a totally new environment, we seemed like we are very familiar with the place. Camwhored, shall just post the picture next time. 18 May 08 4 months passed. I was looking forward to see the donation thing on channel 52 at 7.30pm. It is live somemore. It was a terrible to watch it at first, i was feeling totally bad. I stayed infront of the Tv for the whole 4 hours plus. 19 May 08 Eh? Today leh. 4 months passed again. Went Sentosa to 'do english proj'. When we are about to leave Sentosa, then we started take a few pictures at the monotrain there. waha. Today is not a good day at Sentosa, okay i never liked Sentosa. & i am burnt, i just hope it is okay tomorrow. We stayed at Sentosa for less than 4 hours i think. Or less than 3. Then went vivo shop shop. Oh i heard my dad watching this and i am so amazed. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8 Canon ( guitar rock version) Views: 43,214,410 Okay, on 18 May, i did a reflection after what Grace told me. I realised i was treating the Sze Chuan's earthquake too lightly, I know it is very serious, I know a lot people died but i never really go feel for the people. 12May08 2:26PM, when we are all enjoying ourselves(safely), many people in Sze Chuan are suffering, are struggling to survive. How can i be so inhumane and not think for them? 19 May 08, the first thing i did when i woke up, i read the newspaper. This guy who survived 120 hours, drinking his urine, eating the power in cigarettes, eating paper. How many people out there can do that? It is not like he has the freedom to move, many things are on him. I guess if i am that guy, i would just stay there and wait to die. Many people did not listen to him and died. I think the saddest thing in the whole article was that he said that he saw people dying one by one. I am fortunate, you are fortunate to be in Singapore, to be unaffected by the earthquake. Oh and don't forget the Myanmar people, but the govt is just going to cause more lives to be gone. I just hope the rescuers don't give up so soon. Save more people, let there be more miracles! People, treaure what you have now. Although Sinagpore does not have a very high chance of natural diasater, a little tremors in some part of Singapore is already considered a very BIG thing, but still you don't know what is going to happen the next minute. Whats more if there is a real earthquake. From Grace : Pray for them. Another serious matter to me and Jay fans. haha. I seriously seriously seriously hope that his concert at Chong qing will be cancelled. Aftershocks can kill too okay? Although it is like next Saturday, but who knows. Cancel then i that day don't need to be so scared for him and other fans, & everybody there. Sunday, May 18 4 months have passed. That means i am closer to seeing him again. Saturday, May 17 I seriously hope this post wont be a long one, cos i am lazy to type but i got stuffs to say but my mind is BLANK now. Watching ISWAK again, thats why nv on compt for 2 days liao. Okay, i am not gg to complain about my results but i have to say tt i am really disappointed in my geog results. & i failed both sciences and emaths. But i very happy with my both sciences cos i failed em with flying colours. At first, i was rather 'sad' over chem, but after tt i think, i think i did wonderfully well! hahhaa. oh shit i am worrying for jay. Yesterday went grace's house. Learnt a lot new facts but i cant remb em. ohh i remb this, cats have 2 vocal chords, butterflies were supposed to be called flutterSMTH, the number of bones in giraffe's neck is the same as the number of bones in a mouse. If i am not wrong. haha. & that CLEVER grace keeps saying jay 1. zhong nian fa fu( okay i started this, i love this phrase. cos i keep using it on a lot ppl) 2. he is short 3. he is not muscular 4. he is old. okay i knw these are true but but but you knw she say until very qian bian lehh. i saying smth else, she will just say lah. hahhaa. Smid and start are thinking alike recently and it is not a good thing. Okay yay, i am done. Cos i decided not to post anymore. Ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren, ye bu hui she ge hao qing ren. THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD!! Grace, help me pull out quick! okay, haha. MOUMOUREN, SEE THIS!! i don't understand why you wanted to leave him. He is such a nice person and you broke up with him because of another guy. I mean he treated you so nice and you betrayed him and even maligned him. Okay, i am not speaking up for him but where is your conscience? nevermind, whats over is over. I am getting more and more pissed because of tianjun, whats his freaking problem with a freaking stupid attitude. Tuesday, May 13 I finished TKA yesterday midnight and i feel very sad. I actually could finish the show in the afternoon but i did not want to watch finish, i went to watch secret. Then i continued in the night and i still finished it. Stupid show, made me cry so much. Okay, not stupid. Somehow, i feel that this show is very meaningful and nicest show i ever watched(other than meteor garden). Cos now all the drama shows all one kind, then TKA is like so different. & i don't feel like i am watching a show. & TKA made me like DANSON again>< I cant imagine how those people waited each week for 1 ep, i mean it is like so difficult to wait for 1 whole week for the next ep. each ep so interesting. haha, now i feel lucky to have not watched it in the past. haha. Okay, i am supposed to be out now with Grace they all, but cos i did not want to go Sentosa so i did not go out. I want to watch What happens in Vegas. Last Thursday(isit) when we went to watch Speed Racer, i think the movie started at 3:35. i think, i cant really remember, but anw we went Food Republic to eat. & at 3:30(around there), Grace suddenly reminded us we got a movie to catch at 3:35. wahaha. We totally forgot about it. & the worst thing, we just started eating. haha. In the end, we missed i think the starting of the show. Okay, this is so random. I want to rewatch TKA but like rewatch not nice, cos like know plot liao. aiya, see first. Who got ISWAK disc can lend me? That time i watch i forwarded a lot parts, but now i want watch whole thing again.. This whole post is crap. 13 May08 3:11 PM Sunday, May 11 If there is someone out there reading this post and you feel like crying but you can't, i can give a recommendation so that you can cry. watch TKA ep 10 or you can simply just watch the whole TKA okay, i regretted stopping at ep 5 tt time): I thought it would be quite boring and there was bull fighting that time, haha. Turned out that TKA is nicer than ISWAK. && my fave character : gangan(((: date: 11may2008 time: 6:00 PM Friday, May 9 i suddenly thought of the couple i saw at clementi mrt station. I am not disgusted by the actions but disgusted by both the guy and girl attitude. The problem is i know the guy, i am so so so so disgusted. The worst couple i saw that day, i saw many many couples that day, i don't know why. when is jay's album coming out? Jay say shu jia which is around june-august(around there) but his dance tchr(xue gao) say is november. Xue Gao say the album like very interesting like that, i cant wait, got don't know what western hip hop. & he says jay feel very bad for spending very little time on 'On the Run' album so he is paying a lot attention to this new album and he started planning since a long time ago!!! yayayayayayayay!!! I don't know why i so happy leh, lol. & xue gao says jay likes hellokitty 口罩 to prevent people from noticing him and ren-ing him, but the problem is you wear that on the streets & ??? hahah! Making sushi with cousin later. The last time i made sushi should be years back.. hahaa. going to watch TKA liao, bye. i am going to write the time and date undert every post cos bloger don't let me post at the exact time. ahemahemahem, the time now is 12:09 PM, 100508 things change, people change, you change, i change. Thursday, May 8 Mid years are over!! i screwed up all my papers, okay not all. at least i hope there will be 1 or 2 papers i will be satisfied. yesterday after geog paper, i realised i got 1 qn which is 10m, i answered the whole qn wrongly. It is not that i don't know the ans, it is because i thought the qn was asking chapt 11 instead of chapt 10. oh how nice, there goes my A. Geog is like the only subj i can get a A but i just ruined that chance. okay, i should not complain cos i don't really care leh. Starting of geog paper, i was super scared and i heard many voices talking to me. It was damn scary, i felt like crying. Not cos i am scared of the paper. Everytime if i sick and i cry, not cos i am sick is cos i hear a lot of funny voices and i heard them when i was taking the paper. Maybe partly cos i wasnt even prepared for the exams. hahaa. i believe the paper i worked hard the most was history and i suddenly love stalin. i study ss, i think of him, i do ss paper, i also think about him. hahhaha! went to watch speed racer at vivo yesterday. It was so kiddy but quite interesting although i did not get about 1/3 of the storyline. Cos i wasnt really listening. The racing part was vroooooommmmmmmmmmm. Grace and i were laughing and playing around again, i realise we always do that when we are watching movies. & i am a good magician, she is a good helper. GRACE, I AM THE MAGICIAN, YOU ARE THE HELPER. anw, the movie is full of colours and imaginations. hahha, esp the racing parts. ohh and there is rain, not xia yu, i mean the korean star, RAIN. haha, but i dont really like him in the show, cos they make him stupid and ugly. he kept wearing stupid clothes, except the end, and they make him wooooo0-ing when they won something. hahhaa. kungfu dunk starts filming next year, ifififififif, jay doesnt come for anything else in singapore, i will only get to see him in 2010, whereby most likely he will come singapore to advertise his movie. i have a feeling i will still like him then so... 2 more years then i can see him leh. and i am glad jay is preparing, working hard on his new album. i can infer this from the picture below and the provenance of the source. 杰伦为新专辑MV找景点 i going to start watching TKA and my other shows. but very sian leh. i dont know why blogger keep schedule-ing my posts and dont let me post. Monday, May 5 I don't feel like it is the examinations period, esp tmr is Physics and Higher Chinese. Who studies for Chinese and Physics is a failfailfail. So, forget it. Shall go study geog later. History was okay, i hope i can pass even though i did not finish the chapter. Woots, source based was on chapter3. Before the exams i was still worrying about chapter 4 cos both lys were like sying it is very impt. I am just plain lucky that Chapt 4 was only the structured and i did not bother to read it anw. I kept talking about the same thing, but not my problem, the questions seem to be asking about the same thing. lol. On the bus was hilarious. Joel, Sandy, Kiathoon and me were scamming poor liyan. We told her that source based need to write about LON and whats that? Oh treaty of Versailles. & she believed. It all started with Joel. Sandy and Kiatkiat played along. hahhaha. 6 more papers to go! Sunday, May 4 23:28 mins on the phone with my dearest brother. we are all bad children cos we talked bad about our mother. & we think alike, omg. Saturday, May 3 I thought of many things when i read her blog. Maybe i made a mistake in reading it now. Cos i can't concentrate anymore, cos i am thinking of things that happened a week ago. I know i have to forget, i know i have to move on, but it seemed like i am still living in the past. i went to deviantart and i came across this. wahahaa. Stalin looks so disfigured but who cares, he sent innocent ppl to labour camps, he killed innocent people. Oh he tricked Trotskey too by giving him the wrong date, causing him to miss Lenin's funeral and made ppl think that he did not have respect for Lenin. This is so cool, i am blogging and remembering facts at the same time. The secret spies, NewKnewViewDew(all the EW!) were even given a quota, that means they have to arrest a minimum number of people. cruel! I dont want to recap already. Why do we need to learn about Russia? Why do we need to know what the Russians wanted during WW1? Why do we need to know why the Provisional Govt failed? Why do we need to know how Stalin managed to become the leader of Soviet Union. I am summarising what i have memorised so far. Quite a big achievement. I am studying at every single place of my room cos i cant sit for long. I want to study geog now, but it seems like i don't have the time to study geog. I don't want to last minute study geog cos i know i will flunk it tht way. I want to get A for geog): 5 more days of mugging, i can slack!!! including today and excluding thursday. Little people online, all mugging. 2 papers down, 7 more to go. If this gives me motivation to study... i am supposed to study history but i am here blogging and watching jay's beijing concert(videos of cos) i decided to study chapter 3 only since SEQ can choose one qn, so if i am lucky, one of the qn would be on chapter 3. Last week i got exams phobia, this week i dont have liao, i feel like its the end of exams leh. qianshanwanshui!!! i know it wont be chosen for olympics theme song but still.. it is a nice song, very suitable for olympics. Favourite outfit of his concert and his 'hair' ((: & i got to see him like tt before, oh why i am thinking about the concert again? Thursday, May 1 In the whole wide world... I am just the unlucky one. Perhaps perhaps perhaps. JVRMUSIC will maybe/finally sign the 2nd artise who is JERRY YEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the best news i heard today.